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deathtakeme
Npc
- Aug 9, 2024
- 13
Im not in control im not smart enough to figure this out. I wasted my life away isolating in my room. Ive been buying time by lying to my parents and now they think they can just fix me by taking me to a psychiatrist. Im too old for this i dont feel like i belong to myself i dont feel like i can decide my fate. I dont even know how or where to go to get it over with i need control. This is the only way out im from a 3rd world country im surrounded by ignorant people i feel like i will be led somewhere i dont want to all because im stupid and complacent. I don't want to kill myself but it's just my ego keeping me here, or my body, im not sure, the narcissist in me. Please help i dont belong to myself.