No chance for meaningful life: drop hanging

[Rd13]

Hey there,

I've been hospitalized into psychiatric institution for some years now. Even though I got a college degree I won't be able to get a job due to me being chronically captive into psychiatric circuit and the antipsychotics I can't escape from. Psychiatry destroyed my life.
I told the psychiatrist I will kill myself (I did not say how, or when, only why), rather saying I would fill in the form for euthanasia in my country, so no measures have been imposed.

I choose the quick, painless and cheap way to die. On the internet I found about drop hanging: a (calculated) drop fall to break the neck, causing instant deep unconsciousness and death. I got a place to buy rope, and found a very quiet bridge in the forest high enough to facilitate a drop. I also learned how to tie a hangman's noose and a triple strangle knot to assemble the noose.

I think I've prepared well to succesfully painlessly ctb, right? Is there anything else I need to keep in mind to ensure success?

Thinking of actually 'doing it' frightens me, but I guess I'd just need to get over that and execute my will when the time comes.

 

[fox_wannabe]

sorry to hear that, psychiatry is a bitch. I even called them out in my suicide note.

Why are you not being able to have carrier? Is it because of your medical records?

I made a thread on hanging. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/full-suspension-info-nsfw.75398/

 

[littlelungs]

sorry to hear that, psychiatry is a bitch. I even called them out in my suicide note.

Psychiatry really is such a bitch, and to make matters even worse, I think that psychiatrists are the most arrogant types of physicians out there (which says something, because physicians in general aren't exactly known for their humility). I've seen so many psychiatrists and out of all of them, only one of them didn't have his head rammed right up his own ass and actually cared about how I was feeling and what I had to say. I'm also calling out a few psychiatrists in my letter.

I'm so truly sorry for your situation, @Rd13. I wish I had more to say, but I'd suggest checking out the resources section on this forum (such as the link that @fox_wannabe shared) to ensure that your exit is as swift and peaceful as possible, if you're sure that's what you really want and choose to do. Life can be incredibly cruel and I hope that you are able to get your peace, no matter where or how that may be. Hugs.

 

[fox_wannabe]

Psychiatry really is such a bitch, and to make matters even worse, I think that psychiatrists are the most arrogant types of physicians out there (which says something, because physicians in general aren't exactly known for their humility). I've seen so many psychiatrists and out of all of them, only one of them didn't have his head rammed right up his own ass and actually cared about how I was feeling and what I had to say. I'm also calling out a few psychiatrists in my letter.

I just called them out in general. Calling particular ones is chad move. I just hate how they want to make you all vulnerable and cry in front of them, such disgrace it is just disgusting and perverted.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds like an awful situation you are in, I know that psychiatry has ruined many lives. I know it is hard to carry on when everything is hopeless. I wish you the best with your plans and I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[Someone123]

Hey there,

I've been hospitalized into psychiatric institution for some years now. Even though I got a college degree I won't be able to get a job due to me being chronically captive into psychiatric circuit and the antipsychotics I can't escape from. Psychiatry destroyed my life.
I told the psychiatrist I will kill myself (I did not say how, or when, only why), rather saying I would fill in the form for euthanasia in my country, so no measures have been imposed.

I choose the quick, painless and cheap way to die. On the internet I found about drop hanging: a (calculated) drop fall to break the neck, causing instant deep unconsciousness and death. I got a place to buy rope, and found a very quiet bridge in the forest high enough to facilitate a drop. I also learned how to tie a hangman's noose and a triple strangle knot to assemble the noose.

I think I've prepared well to succesfully painlessly ctb, right? Is there anything else I need to keep in mind to ensure success?

Thinking of actually 'doing it' frightens me, but I guess I'd just need to get over that and execute my will when the time comes.

It seems like you have considered everything, though drop hanging is difficult for a person to do by themselves it can be done. Of course even with w remote bridge someone could come along at any time, you just never know, but this seems likely to work.

 

[littlelungs]

Calling particular ones is chad move.

Maybe, but it's also a Chad move to smirk at and mock a patient after implying that they'll kill themselves before their next appointment, or to refuse to fill out the disability paperwork for a severely traumatized and ill patient because they can't access a therapy group due to financial reasons (that the disability payments would have helped pay for) and the fact that the psychiatrist in question won't give the patient any referrals (which would be required for admission to such therapy groups in the first place), all the while simultaneously telling them that they need serious help for their trauma, falsely accusing them of malingering and giving the patient nothing to work with aside from a painful case of serotonin syndrome... you know what I mean? For what it's worth, I also mention the doctors who did a great job.

I just hate how they want to make you all vulnerable and cry in front of them, such disgrace it is just disgusting and perverted.

I agree, it really is disgusting. Sometimes it feels like they're deliberately trying to trigger you and it's just so fucking gross. There's a way to speak to a patient and to get them to open up in order to HELP them, and just based on my own experiences, what they're doing is definitely not the way to go about doing so, and it's far from helpful.

 

[Rd13]

I read your thread on hanging. Even though suspension hanging brings unconsciousness fast it seems very painful to me, which is why I chose for a drop. I am tall and weigh 100 kgs so the drop will be short. I've set a date but fear it might rain. Would wet rope be a problem?


At one point early on I did not want to have to deal with psychiatry anymore. I 'disconnected' from them. Subsequently they issued judicial authorization and I kind of declared 'war'. I cannot seem to have a life without them ever since.

 

[fox_wannabe]

I read your thread on hanging. Even though suspension hanging brings unconsciousness fast it seems very painful to me, which is why I chose for a drop. I am tall and weigh 100 kgs so the drop will be short. I've set a date but fear it might rain. Would wet rope be a problem?


At one point early on I did not want to have to deal with psychiatry anymore. I 'disconnected' from them. Subsequently they issued judicial authorization and I kind of declared 'war'. I cannot seem to have a life without them ever since.

I do not see reason why it would be a problem. But i am not expert on drop hanging.

 

[Someone123]

I do not see reason why it would be a problem. But i am not expert on drop hanging.

Persinally I would not trust a wet rope to tighten well and this could lead to a more painful experience over a much longer period of time.

 

[bored_user]

do not understand the real purpose of psychiatrists. People like us, with problems and chaos like us, who prefer to wear a mask and say false affirmations to calm the patient's soul. I can't see myself going to a psychiatrist and agreeing to any kind of advice he gives me. It would quickly surface that he has problems just like me, soon overruling his advice.
I don't know, I think so.

Another victim of life, I feel sad and stressed by their situation, my hatred for society increases even more. Anyway, I would not particularly try this method, I think the only painless methods I know of is HS (shotting) and SN. I've thought about hanging myself too, but I'm afraid of surviving with sequelae...

I read your thread on hanging. Even though suspension hanging brings unconsciousness fast it seems very painful to me, which is why I chose for a drop. I am tall and weigh 100 kgs so the drop will be short. I've set a date but fear it might rain. Would wet rope be a problem?


At one point early on I did not want to have to deal with psychiatry anymore. I 'disconnected' from them. Subsequently they issued judicial authorization and I kind of declared 'war'. I cannot seem to have a life without them ever since.

I'm not sure, but I've heard that wet rope gives out faster, is more likely to break. But I think it might depend on the material of the string as well.

 

[Gustav Hartmann]

Drop hanging is rather sophisticated. The elasticity of the rope is very important. As an extreme example, a bungee rope would not work. Believe me, a complete hanging without drop is not painful at all.

 

[fox_wannabe]

Drop hanging is rather sophisticated. The elasticity of the rope is very important. As an extreme example, a bungee rope would not work. Believe me, a complete hanging without drop is not painful at all.

trust gustav he is good at hanging, besides you will go unconscious really fast even without drop. What if you end up with broken neck after the support breaks and you fall on the ground?

 

[Rd13]

Drop hanging is rather sophisticated. The elasticity of the rope is very important. As an extreme example, a bungee rope would not work. Believe me, a complete hanging without drop is not painful at all.

the rope I use is 1cm polypropylene (i think). Even though I calculated a full drop I'm still afraid it might hurt, but that's due to SI

trust gustav he is good at hanging, besides you will go unconscious really fast even without drop. What if you end up with broken neck after the support breaks and you fall on the ground?

Thought of that, when I practiced a double strangle knot with a tinner rope to tie the noose it actually would let loose, the triple knot seems to be strong enough to carry a lot of weight, considering to do a quadruple knot just to be sure it won't let loose after the drop..

 

[willitpass]

i'm sorry your life has been overtaken by psychiatric "care" as well. i've been in and out of facilities since i was 13. i've been on every anti depressant in the book, multiple addictive anti anxiety medications, i was given shock therapy, every treatment you can think of. i've also been restrained and chemically sedated multiple times and that has left me with extreme trauma, along with the trauma of from the things you witness when in a facility through other patients. i've watched people self harm, heard the screams. it's left me worse off than i was before