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Apricity

Apricity

Wizard
Jul 27, 2021
642
Some of you might remember my issues getting my nitrogen. Well, it finally shipped today. Only took two months... I should have it very soon, now I just have to figure out when I'm going to go. My wife keeps giving me hope, and then taking it away. She seems like she doesn't really know what she wants to do. Hopefully it gets figured out soon. I'm either going to die, or build a wine bar.
 
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czx85

Student
Jun 8, 2019
133
i wish you good luck man...
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,589
I wish you the best, whatever happens. At least you have a way out, just in case you cannot take anymore.
 
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Apricity

Apricity

Wizard
Jul 27, 2021
642
Now FedEx is fucking around... Point Blur Sep302021 221807
 
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Apricity

Apricity

Wizard
Jul 27, 2021
642
Got it today and finally got everything ready. Now I'm just waiting for what feels like the right time. BevMo has a BoGo sale right now so I'm stocked up on liquor. I have my Xanax and muscle relaxers so i can float on out. Wondering if i should take a trazodone as well.

I probably won't go tonight, but I feel better knowing i can go any time now. I'm still considering purchasing adult diapers just in case. I don't want to leak on the bed or couch.

Still trying to decide if home or hotel. I'm going to search for one with a recliner and get pricing. I'm also thinking about pre-paying for my cremation. Gonna use my credit cards for those. Can't hassle me for payment anyway lol.

Point Blur Oct012021 182316 Point Blur Oct012021 182421 Point Blur Oct012021 182456 Point Blur Oct012021 182522
 
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OrcWitch

Warlock
Sep 3, 2021
702
I'm sorry you're hurting this much and life has been this hard on you. Nitrogen is my preferred method as well.
 
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dyingalone123

Experienced
Sep 8, 2021
211
Damn can I join you? Wish you can send me your supplies. I'm not sophisticated enough to go with N
 
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dyingalone123

Experienced
Sep 8, 2021
211
Godspeed my friend.
 
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neitherherenorthere

neitherherenorthere

Experienced
Apr 22, 2020
223
I'm a bit envious that you have your setup ready to go :) I hope you find peace, whatever happens. I'm glad that you at least have some relief in the interim knowing that you can use your method whenever you feel ready.
 
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Apricity

Wizard
Jul 27, 2021
642
I'm a bit envious that you have your setup ready to go :) I hope you find peace, whatever happens. I'm glad that you at least have some relief in the interim knowing that you can use your method whenever you feel ready.
Are you having difficulty getting everything you need?
 
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neitherherenorthere

neitherherenorthere

Experienced
Apr 22, 2020
223
Strictly speaking no, just because I haven't done anything beyond researching parts/suppliers yet. I'm not itching to go at the moment and I don't have the energy to get everything together anyway. There's no way for me to discreetly get a tank into the house because I don't live alone and there's always people around, so ultimately this might not be a feasible method for me anyway. But thank you for asking.
 
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CinnamonScrolls

Member
Mar 8, 2021
7
Glad you got everything you need. I'm not very intelligent and I don't really understand the instructions on PPH how to actually make the exit bag with the elastic properly. Can you point me to a better resource if you have one? If not, no worries and hope your remaining time is as good as possible
 
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Apricity

Wizard
Jul 27, 2021
642
Glad you got everything you need. I'm not very intelligent and I don't really understand the instructions on PPH how to actually make the exit bag with the elastic properly. Can you point me to a better resource if you have one? If not, no worries and hope your remaining time is as good as possible
There are two instructional videos on making the bag in the exit bag mega thread.
 
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mandyjohnuk

mandyjohnuk

Specialist
Jul 6, 2021
388
That's a sweet set up there
Good luck when you decide to go. ❤️
 
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mandyjohnuk

mandyjohnuk

Specialist
Jul 6, 2021
388
There are two instructional videos on making the bag in the exit bag mega thread.
Hello my friend.
Not had a reply from you so assume you are no longer with us hear.
Where ever life and death takes you may your journey be peaceful. Xxx ❤️
 
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Chisel

Chisel

My dreams where I live. My life is my nightmares
Sep 27, 2021
63
Am I the only one thinking the tank does not look big enough?
 
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Apricity

Apricity

Wizard
Jul 27, 2021
642
Hello my friend.
Not had a reply from you so assume you are no longer with us hear.
Where ever life and death takes you may your journey be peaceful. Xxx ❤️
I'm still here. I've been replying to other threads.
Am I the only one thinking the tank does not look big enough?
It is. 20 cubic feet is the minimum, that one is 29.
 
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mandyjohnuk

mandyjohnuk

Specialist
Jul 6, 2021
388
I'm still here. I've been replying to other threads.

It is. 20 cubic feet is the minimum, that one is 29.
Oh ok.
Just thought you had gone well quick.

My cylinder is only a 2 Ltr and in all fairness breathing in Nitrogen will kill you within minutes.

I've found only a 20 Ltr cylinder else wear that's out if my price range so sticking with my 2 Ltr cylinder.
 
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Apricity

Apricity

Wizard
Jul 27, 2021
642
Oh ok.
Just thought you had gone well quick.

My cylinder is only a 2 Ltr and in all fairness breathing in Nitrogen will kill you within minutes.

I've found only a 20 Ltr cylinder else wear that's out if my price range so sticking with my 2 Ltr cylinder.
Breathing nitrogen will not kill you within minutes. About 78% of the air we breathe is nitrogen. The nitrogen is used to displace all air in the bag, preventing you from getting any oxygen from the surrounding air. It is the lack of oxygen that kills you. Your body needs to be without oxygen for about 15 minutes minimum to die. I don't think 2 liters will do the job.
 
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mandyjohnuk

Specialist
Jul 6, 2021
388
Breathing nitrogen will not kill you within minutes. About 78% of the air we breathe is nitrogen. The nitrogen is used to displace all air in the bag, preventing you from getting any oxygen from the surrounding air. It is the lack of oxygen that kills you. Your body needs to be without oxygen for about 15 minutes minimum to die. I don't think 2 liters will do the job.
I beg to differ.
I'll make a bet with you.

Lol.
 
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3691215

Member
Aug 31, 2021
75
The lack of oxygen is what kills you. Not nitrogen
 
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mandyjohnuk

Specialist
Jul 6, 2021
388
The lack of oxygen is what kills you. Not nitrogen
Exactly.
So breathing Nitrogen within the hood for a matter of minutes will end it for sure.
 
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