Story Nitrogen asphyxiation this Monday

[disheartened_lover]

I finally have all of my stuff for nitrogen asphyxiation.
I live in the Central Valley of CA and Monday I will be driving to Monterey and I think I'm gonna parasail. And then go to a beach that's special to me and watch the sunset and then start the process. I'll be strapped in my car, I can't believe I actually have everything.
I've spent this past week essentially mourning my own life. Which sounds weird. But saying goodbye to friends and even coworkers and definitely parts of this world that are nice, has been a grieving process.
But I'm ready this time
This time is different
It feels surreal
The last sound I will hear is the slight hissing of gas
The last thought ringing in my head will be
"Lord have mercy on my soul"

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[eternalpace]

I hope you find your peace.

 

[no mas]

May you find peace. Feel like that would be one of my choices as well (car, beach).

 

[NegevChina]

Hope you find peace.
I have my Nitrogen set ready for about a year. I plan to do it in my car at the forest or at the beach.
Didnt find the courage to do it yet.

 

[no mas]

Like you I'm planning to use it before self-determination is removed from my wheelhouse. I'm still very undecided what catalyst brings takes me over the threshold as several heavy ones linger. Wishing you peace, and may the LORD save our Souls.