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Niny
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- May 18, 2019
- 10
As the title says, I tried the night-night method as described in the megathread yesterday after a lot of time trying to figure out the right positioning for the carotid arteries etc. I passed out, but woke up again on the floor with a huge headache. Decided to try again today, so today I combined it with partial hanging, because I figured falling over from sitting and shifting my neck from being bent backwards (only way I've found that I can compress my carotids) was the reason I failed. I tried the partial hanging, and woke up even worse than yesterday, and totally panicking... I don't have the courage to try again and I'm so incredibly sad and lonely and hopeless right now. I don't know what to do, really had my heart set on this method. Maybe I'll OD on clomipramine and benzo's, but I already did that once and failed because I threw up and was found a day later. I don't want to fail again...