 
		
				
				
			why am i alive?
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- Oct 18, 2023
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I have read the megathread and prepared accordingly. I have enough nicotin (1.0mg per KG body weight) and a stable idear of not being found in time. 
So I will try that soon. The risks survival would bring are not that bad and the changes to die are high enough to give it a shot.
I am thinking about hanging myself after ingesting making the chance of death higher. The only thing I'm still unsure about is if I survive, the consequences might be more severe then if I did it only with nikotin.
The nikotin I have is not one of those with a taste like fruit so that should help making me vomit less ( I'm aware that I will vomit either way)
What do you think about this method?
	
		
			
		
		
	
			
			So I will try that soon. The risks survival would bring are not that bad and the changes to die are high enough to give it a shot.
I am thinking about hanging myself after ingesting making the chance of death higher. The only thing I'm still unsure about is if I survive, the consequences might be more severe then if I did it only with nikotin.
The nikotin I have is not one of those with a taste like fruit so that should help making me vomit less ( I'm aware that I will vomit either way)
What do you think about this method?
 
				
		 
			 
		 
		 
		 
		