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inevitableandplannd
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- Oct 28, 2023
- 12
Got put on a morning dose of Geodon in high school, causing me to sleep through my trig and calc classes. Come Calc 2 in college, I'm fucked.
I tried taking the course again, and got a D, but D is still considered failing by all the colleges in my state, so I can't get any form of engineering degree at any of them. And I've dedicated so many credit hours towards engineering that I don't have enough left to choose another path.
It's looking like it's either a life of minimum wage or suicide, and I'd much rather kill myself now than not be able to afford a gun later, when I'm homeless and much worse off.
How do I gather the strength and courage to CTB? I wish I could go back in time and give myself my future back, but I don't think a better life is possible anymore.
I tried taking the course again, and got a D, but D is still considered failing by all the colleges in my state, so I can't get any form of engineering degree at any of them. And I've dedicated so many credit hours towards engineering that I don't have enough left to choose another path.
It's looking like it's either a life of minimum wage or suicide, and I'd much rather kill myself now than not be able to afford a gun later, when I'm homeless and much worse off.
How do I gather the strength and courage to CTB? I wish I could go back in time and give myself my future back, but I don't think a better life is possible anymore.