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ghostgirl1995

ghostgirl1995

Experienced
Apr 18, 2020
237
I finally decided to make an account on here. I am completely done with my life I have messed everything up and everyone hates me. I have tried a ton of meds, therapy, psychiatry basically everything. I want to book a hotel and leave. I've failed cbt multiple times. I need help with the door knob method of hanging and how to tie it all properly. I feel like I don't do it quite right. I feel like no matter what I do I fail. Covid has me anxious because my parents are constantly on watch. I don't want to go sit in a ward getting sedated until I can get out and try again :(
 
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madbananas

Wizard
Apr 29, 2020
620
You sound like me :heart::hug: I'm here if you would like to chat. I wonder what makes you feel everyone hates you? I'm currently going through that and it's making me so stuck.
 
gomenasai

gomenasai

Student
Sep 30, 2022
168
It shouldn't matter to you if everybody hates you or not. You should ACCEPT yourself and live however YOU please as it is your life and your choice what to do with it.
 
Himalayan

Himalayan

"Wake up to reality, nothing ever goes as planned"
Sep 30, 2022
422
It shouldn't matter to you if everybody hates you or not. You should ACCEPT yourself and live however YOU please as it is your life and your choice what to do with it.
Well. Guess the choice was suicide?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,737
This thread is years old now. It's probably a bit too late to give them advice. I hope that the OP found freedom from their suffering.
 
gomenasai

gomenasai

Student
Sep 30, 2022
168
This thread is years old now. It's probably a bit too late to give them advice. I hope that the OP found freedom from their suffering.
Sorry, I didn't see that. I also hope that the OP found peace.
 

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