I'm new here and not really sure where to start. Ive been lurking for a while and finally decided to join. I've been suicidal for 12 years and tried to kill myself twice. I was ready to try again a few weeks ago with SN but my roommate caught on and started freaking out thankfully she didn't find out about the SN or my plan to take it. So I guess now I'm waiting until she backs off some and stops freaking out every time I'm alone to do it. Yeah I guess that's all.
