Hello, just got approved after lurking for a few days. I am not even close to CTB, though I determined years ago it was inevitable. I lost everything I loved and everything that made life tolerable around eight years ago, and have only held on so long for a few other people, who now have cut me out. I am now utterly alone.
I live by the Pacific. My plan, when the time arrives, is to row an inflatable boat to sea, past the continental shelf, and follow Stan's Guide or use some F patches, if possible. I will begin deflation of the raft before finalizing the procedure, so that my lifeless, weighted body will be carried to the ocean floor. No one will find my body or even know I'm gone.
I live by the Pacific. My plan, when the time arrives, is to row an inflatable boat to sea, past the continental shelf, and follow Stan's Guide or use some F patches, if possible. I will begin deflation of the raft before finalizing the procedure, so that my lifeless, weighted body will be carried to the ocean floor. No one will find my body or even know I'm gone.
