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sameoldMantra
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- Aug 3, 2024
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new fear unlocked Looking for methods and so on, I really wasn't afraid of death.
but reviewing the topics on the page and about the failed attempts in addition to fail and becoming a vegetable or not being able to take care of myself.
Now I am afraid of failing, which would be even worse than continuing my life, no matter how miserable it is. At least I am functional mentally and physically. I find it ironic
and know that people who posted here for the last time are still alive with machines in a hospital or can no longer even use a cell phone or talk due to motor loss.
but reviewing the topics on the page and about the failed attempts in addition to fail and becoming a vegetable or not being able to take care of myself.
Now I am afraid of failing, which would be even worse than continuing my life, no matter how miserable it is. At least I am functional mentally and physically. I find it ironic
and know that people who posted here for the last time are still alive with machines in a hospital or can no longer even use a cell phone or talk due to motor loss.