Venting Never was meant for existing

[FuneralCry]

I know that I was never meant for existing, I never belonged in such a cruel, hellish world that is filled with endless suffering and I wouldn't ever want to be either. The human species is an abomination, it's beyond tragic how this species even evolved in the first place, to be conscious and aware is the most terrible burden, I'd never wish for existence under any circumstances, rather all I wish for is peaceful, permanent nothingness.

I'm so tired of suffering here, I only deserve the peace of eternal nothingness, I don't deserve to have the ability to be tormented endlessly in an existence so undesirable. Death truly is the only peace and relief, existence causes nothing but pain, it'd be better if existence is erased, I don't belong in this existence, I don't relate to humans and I wouldn't ever wish to, I never should have existed at all, only never existing is perfection.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I hope you find your eternal, well deserved peace soon. I hope the day comes where you finally never have to suffer again for all eternity. You deserve it

 

[akafuka1999]

Cant even imagine the bliss of not being born ever.

 

[just_a_guy]

I agree. I don't want heaven, I don't want he'll, or anything in between, just nothingness.

 

[Liebestod]

I don't think any of us ever were.