Venting Never felt love

[luna674]

No one ever loves me especially my own family they put me down so much my whole life I struggled with self worth.no one uplifted me as a child my family was mean to me and outcasted me which sucks cause I've always been antisocial and had problems socializing I was bullied in school.everywhere I went I was rejected
I never accomplished nothing it hurts so much I had so many goals I need my life to be over I want to be free
Please don't respond if your prolife
I'm sooo ready

 

[Macedonian1987]

No one ever loves me especially my own family they put me down so much my whole life I struggled with self worth.no one uplifted me as a child my family was mean to me and outcasted me which sucks cause I've always been antisocial and had problems socializing I was bullied in school.everywhere I went I was rejected
I never accomplished nothing it hurts so much I had so many goals I need my life to be over I want to be free
Please don't respond if your prolife
I'm sooo ready

I share a very similar life story like yours. That's why i plan on ctb in a month or two. 39 years of loveless life is enough to make anyone ctb. Like that wasnt enough, chronic pain entered my life 10 years ago.

 

[darksouls]

same here, loneliness is eating me alive

 

[whywere]

It is all over this site about how my "parent" never wanted me, kicked me out the day after I turned 18 with a bag of clothes, NO food, money, shelter, nothing.

BUT I can look back and now see that it was a blessing.

Now everyone and everything is different, however, I would like you to know that I, for one, care about you very much and this site is like family to me, and I wish with all my might that it is for you also.

Wat back in school, this was the early 1970's, I was bullied relentless, as I was very poor and was never accept into the groups and it stung like heavens.

Now, I want you to think of something, over 50 years later those same people that were so darn mean and nasty to me have never amounted to anything at all. I have traveled all over and done very well, and most stayed in the small town and never amounted to a hill of beans.

You WILL do and be GREAT and yes, it is tough and it takes time and effort, BUT the rewards waiting for you will be awesome.

I really care about you, and I want the very best that life affords a wonderful person like YOU and this site is family and you ARE family to//for me and you always will be.

Move forward, try and do not get bogged down by someone else's negativity, yes, it can be trying but you are so very strong.

Hugs, caring and kind thoughts and you ARE family here and we ARE all together in this.

Walter

 

[truce9]

Being accepted and loved by others is a basic human need, yet there's so many of us brought into this world with no chance at getting it, no matter how hard we try.

 

[Manfrotto99]

Having a family that support and love you is crucial in succeeding in this competitive world. When you don't have it your valunerble and people easy take advantage of that, often leading to further rejection, disappointment and failure. Patents have a lot to be responsible for but unfortunate few are held accountable and it's the children who suffer. Some people are lucky to break out of the cycle but many aren't :(