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Hel
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- Mar 30, 2019
- 94
I suffer from nerve pain and haven't find the cure or the exact meds for me. I was wondering if there is anything I could ask for that could be used for ctb (which would be a tragic accident, obviously...). Of course they are not going to give me morphine, but, since my pain is very high (episodical but still) and I can't take the more common meds (due ver lowblood presure), they try to give me a coombination of meds which doesn't work well (the pain stops when it stops, after a few days, and then, a few days or weeks pain-free and it comes again). Of couse I can't suggest my doctor "hey give me this" but... It would be nice. SO, if something suitable existed , I would try to gei it.
I'm constanty trying to find my method, and things in my life are unbearable right now, so I'm so desperate that I can't stop looking for the perfect method, quick, peaceful and if it could be disguised as natural death or accidental, it would be perfect. Too perfect to be true, I know, otherwise I would have found it already and would have killed myself as I should have done three years ago, when I started to have suicidal thoughts.
I'm constanty trying to find my method, and things in my life are unbearable right now, so I'm so desperate that I can't stop looking for the perfect method, quick, peaceful and if it could be disguised as natural death or accidental, it would be perfect. Too perfect to be true, I know, otherwise I would have found it already and would have killed myself as I should have done three years ago, when I started to have suicidal thoughts.