I was hoping to find another thread by you since the other one was sealed. Something about the medication I am on seems to make me have a lot of dreams and last night I had a dream that I met two other people from this site who had also seen your post and we all wished you peace not sure if it was completed.
Sounds really weird now reading it back sorry so I hope it hasn't come across wrong somehow.
With regards to nembutal I think I have seen some people say it can range 6 weeks but I have no first hand knowledge.