Nembutal or other drugs to go out peacefully

[Source Energy]

I hope this is allowed. I am desperate. The longer I stay here the tighter the rope gets around my neck. I need out, and I need out soon.

If anyone can help me acquire Nembutal, please PM me. $$ is not an issue. Or if anyone knows of any other drugs easier to obtain, that can put me to sleep peacefully, without heart palpitations and making me hyper, or damage to my organs while I could still survive, please, please, please, someone point me in the right direction.

I considered Nitrogen/ Helium, but I am too stupid to properly connect it to a mask or exit bag, and I read it can potentially explode. Given my luck who knows what trouble I get into. I need something strong, quick, that gives me sweet sleep. Help!

 

[lionetta12]

I hope this is allowed. I am desperate. The longer I stay here the tighter the rope gets around my neck. I need out, and I need out soon.

If anyone can help me acquire Nembutal, please PM me. $$ is not an issue. Or if anyone knows of any other drugs easier to obtain, that can put me to sleep peacefully, without heart palpitations and making me hyper, or damage to my organs while I could still survive, please, please, please, someone point me in the right direction.

I considered Nitrogen/ Helium, but I am too stupid to properly connect it to a mask or exit bag, and I read it can potentially explode. Given my luck who knows what trouble I get into. I need something strong, quick, that gives me sweet sleep. Help!

If you want N, since most, if not all online «sellers» of it now are scammers, you'd be better off going to Mexico and trying to aquire it in person.

 

[Source Energy]

I can't go to Mexico, or I would have since long. I know the online ones are scams, I asked Exit International about them. I still hope someone might know of a vet place, might get a contact somehow. Most I could go to the Mexican border, but not out of the US :(

 

[Utada Hikaru]

I am on Mexico, but I don't even know where to find it lol. Anyone?

 

[reverse03]

I am on Mexico, but I don't even know where to find it lol. Anyone?

If you are there, just ask some veterinary clinic if they can sell it to you. Just tell them you want to put down your dogs or pets. There's a chance that you can find a corrupt veterinarian who doesn't care who to sell it to.

 

[lukas19]

you live in US? you have $$. if no record get a gun?

 

[Source Energy]

I shiver only thinking about it. Nothing painful and aggressive. I don't have that kind of courage :( N must be.

 

[onceuponadec]

you live in US? you have $$. if no record get a gun?

True it's not hard to get a gun here is the us. Just make sure you study where to aim. Some people have survived a gun to the head.

 

[lukas19]

The ''Budd Dwyer'' technique looked effective.

 

[00nobody00]

I've personally been looking at lethal dose of Fentanyl as an alternative to Nembutal. Based on reading others experiences on overdosing, it seems like you basically just pass out and pass away without really ever knowing what hit you. I am sure its tricky to find but it is probably a hell of a lot easier to get than N.

 

[Source Energy]

I've personally been looking at lethal dose of Fentanyl as an alternative to Nembutal. Based on reading others experiences on overdosing, it seems like you basically just pass out and pass away without really ever knowing what hit you. I am sure its tricky to find but it is probably a hell of a lot easier to get than N.

Yes, that's what I want: to pass out and die before I know what hit me. None of that heart racing, I hate feeling hyper. Anyone has a good source of Fentanyl? I'll settle if after my determined time I didn't find N

 

[Kattt]

I can definitely recommend the Ami cocktail. Just follow the instructions to the letter and don't get rescued. Admittedly, my rescue was a complete fluke and had it come 10 minutes later, I wouldn't be here now. But 100% painless.

 

[UtopianElephant]

True it's not hard to get a gun here is the us. Just make sure you study where to aim. Some people have survived a gun to the head.

"True it's not hard to get a gun here is the us. Just make sure you study where to aim."

Many people can't pass a b/g check for different reasons. And it's not that easy to get one from the streets, unless you're street-wise.

 

[Source Energy]

Can we please keep the thread focused on Nembutal? It's what I asked. If I was brave enough to blow my brains, slit my wrists, etc, I would have done it 30 years ago. I need to be able to find the relevant answers in this thread. Let's keep it on the subject.

So, again: if anyone has a legit N source -or Fentanyl - please PM me. I have to find eventually.

I can definitely recommend the Ami cocktail. Just follow the instructions to the letter and don't get rescued. Admittedly, my rescue was a complete fluke and had it come 10 minutes later, I wouldn't be here now. But 100% painless.

Ami being Amitriptiline? By itself? What dose? if it is painless, I'd take it. No risk of surviving with damaged liver? I live by myself, so no being found risks, thank Gawd

 

[Darkover]

How many mg of olanzapine is fatal?

Fatal outcomes have been reported for acute overdoses as low as 450 mg but survival has also been reported following acute overdose of approximately 2 g of oral olanzapine. There is no specific antidote for olanzapine.

it's completely peaceful you pass out within a few minutes of taking it, i'm thinking about ctb with it, had one unsuccessful attempt with it before only because i was found stright away pass out and call a ambulance

 

[Source Energy]

How many mg of olanzapine is fatal?

Fatal outcomes have been reported for acute overdoses as low as 450 mg but survival has also been reported following acute overdose of approximately 2 g of oral olanzapine. There is no specific antidote for olanzapine.

it's completely peaceful you pass out within a few minutes of taking it, i'm thinking about ctb with it, had one unsuccessful attempt with it before only because i was found stright away pass out and call a ambulance

that's interesting. where is it found? what did you feel after taking it? my risks of being found are minimal unless there is a flood or some pipe break or some emergency that would bring the landlord...gawd forbid

 

[Cathy Ames]

Can we please keep the thread focused on Nembutal? It's what I asked. If I was brave enough to blow my brains, slit my wrists, etc, I would have done it 30 years ago. I need to be able to find the relevant answers in this thread. Let's keep it on the subject.

So, again: if anyone has a legit N source -or Fentanyl - please PM me. I have to find eventually.

I STRONGLY advise against attempting to purchase N from anyone who contacts you. By posting this, you are asking to be scammed.

 

[Source Energy]

I STRONGLY advise against attempting to purchase N from anyone who contacts you. By posting this, you are asking to be scammed.

Even on this forum? :(( what to do then? I'm desperate....

 

[Cathy Ames]

Even on this forum? :(( what to do then? I'm desperate....

Yes. I'm sorry, but there are scammers here, preying on desperate people. They get banned once they are found out, but in the meantime people get scammed over DMs. Then new scammers come, or the old ones come back with new usernames.

You can safely assume that anyone claiming to have N for you is a scammer.

 

[Source Energy]

Yes. I'm sorry, but there are scammers here, preying on desperate people. They get banned once they are found out, but in the meantime people get scammed over DMs. Then new scammers come, or the old ones come back with new usernames.

You can safely assume that anyone claiming to have N for you is a scammer.

:(( :(( :((....
So nobody here can really be in posession of N? Or know of a dealer? How do I find it then? How do I ctb?

 

[Cathy Ames]

:(( :(( :((....
So nobody here can really be in posession of N? Or know of a dealer? How do I find it then? How do I ctb?

Also, this thread is virtually identical to the way that the scams often start out.

 

[annointed_towers]

:(( :(( :((....
So nobody here can really be in posession of N? Or know of a dealer? How do I find it then? How do I ctb?

If people knew the answer to where to get N, there'd be no one here to answer your questions. We're all here because it doesn't exist

 

[Source Energy]

Also, this thread is virtually identical to the way that the scams often start out.

I promise you I am not a scammer. Just a lost soul looking for the exit :(

How about fentanyl? or olanzepine? that can be found somewhere? today was so heart wrenching again...the things going on in my life...I am in tears right now, literally

 

[TCotton]

I've tried Pentobarbital before. I took a whole strip, lied down to go to sleep and then woke up the next morning. The side effect was that I was completely off my nut for week. Several months later I saved up some more, took a lot, and even drank some vodka (I don't drink alcohol). Same again. Still alive the next day, and spent ages completely out of it. In retrospect it's somewhat comical, but I certainly wasn't laughing about it at the time

 

[locked*n*loaded]

You're not even supposed to be soliciting anyone for N, or any other substance or apparatus for that matter, including guns, rope, inert gas, whatever. Read the Rules.

 

[Bardo]

You're not even supposed to be soliciting anyone for N, or any other substance or apparatus for that matter, including guns, rope, inert gas, whatever. Read the Rules.

As well, always operate under the assumption that anyone could be LE, even your best online friend. Better safe than sorry.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

As well, always operate under the assumption that anyone could be LE, even your best online friend. Better safe than sorry.

I wasn't even going there, but you're right. I was merely conveying that the rules of SS forbid soliciting for anything to help someone CTB.

 

[Source Energy]

As well, always operate under the assumption that anyone could be LE, even your best online friend. Better safe than sorry.

At this point, believe me, I don't even care. I take the risks of being scammed over the risk of living another year.

I wasn't even going there, but you're right. I was merely conveying that the rules of SS forbid soliciting for anything to help someone CTB.

It's why I joined. To find help exiting. If that will get me banned so be it. I'm going crazy here. Woke up to face another day of heartbreak :((((

I've tried Pentobarbital before. I took a whole strip, lied down to go to sleep and then woke up the next morning. The side effect was that I was completely off my nut for week. Several months later I saved up some more, took a lot, and even drank some vodka (I don't drink alcohol). Same again. Still alive the next day, and spent ages completely out of it. In retrospect it's somewhat comical, but I certainly wasn't laughing about it at the time

Omg. How terribly unlucky! Maybe you took too little? Pentobarbital is N? how was it possible to survive?

 

[Pluto]

According to the PPH, there are still some vets in Latin America that will accept bribes and sell N.

If travel is not possible, opioids are the best option. The challenge is sourcing them from a trustworthy supplier.

 

[Source Energy]

According to the PPH, there are still some vets in Latin America that will accept bribes and sell N.

If travel is not possible, opioids are the best option. The challenge is sourcing them from a trustworthy supplier.

yes. Finding a supplier is my intention. I am thinking of using the Dark net. Heard there are some there.

I am so set on N because I am afraid of side effects and still live. I read SN can give blue skin and rashes. I have smooth, even complexion, that I get a lot of compliments on. I can't even imagine ruining that and still be alive. I can't just take something, anything - because I might get an even worse life. I need to be safe in the knowledge that what I take puts me to sleep forever, right away.