leopard_gec
Kara Kara Kara no Kara
- Dec 26, 2022
- 32
Have you ever seen one of the videos about a test where a mom ignores their baby (like this one )
One day my mom told me that I used to rarely cry as a baby (or ever), I was very quiet and aloof and some more unusual behavior, I didn't think much of it until I saw that video,and realized all of those are signs of neglect
Ever since I just can't get that video out of my mind. I'm 100% sure this has happened to me from the moment I was born.
I know she either screamed at me anytime I cried or just ignored it because she believes it's unacceptable behavior that needs to be punished.
crying or any complaint = attention grabbing to her.
There have never been thorough studies about what happens to a child that grows up that way (bc fucking it's messed up) but of course they assume it can severely impact the child, give them mental illnesses etc...
I grew up never complaining or crying to my parents, I remember once crying because I got seriously injury and the whole time I was so confused as to why I was crying.
I was badly neglected both emotionally and physically (medically) I have so many issues that I "can't really explain" and I feel like the way my mom treated me probably could explain a lot of it.
I feel like I was just shot in the foot from the moment I was born.
One day my mom told me that I used to rarely cry as a baby (or ever), I was very quiet and aloof and some more unusual behavior, I didn't think much of it until I saw that video,and realized all of those are signs of neglect
Ever since I just can't get that video out of my mind. I'm 100% sure this has happened to me from the moment I was born.
I know she either screamed at me anytime I cried or just ignored it because she believes it's unacceptable behavior that needs to be punished.
crying or any complaint = attention grabbing to her.
There have never been thorough studies about what happens to a child that grows up that way (bc fucking it's messed up) but of course they assume it can severely impact the child, give them mental illnesses etc...
I grew up never complaining or crying to my parents, I remember once crying because I got seriously injury and the whole time I was so confused as to why I was crying.
I was badly neglected both emotionally and physically (medically) I have so many issues that I "can't really explain" and I feel like the way my mom treated me probably could explain a lot of it.
I feel like I was just shot in the foot from the moment I was born.