Method Need your help please

[Xtinabgt]

Hi all,

I am new here but have been reading some threads for quite some time now.

I want to end my sufferings and all I have is 5g Tramadol, 7.5g Alprazolam, a dozen Co-codamol pills 30mg/500mg + a couple bottles of wine. I also have Vogalib antiemetics (metopimazine) which is a dopamine antagonist and said to also be used in chemo according to Wikipedia.

Will it be enough to CTB if no one is around to stop the process?

I would love to go quickly and painlessly with Nembutal but it's impossible to get some or maybe I don't know where to look. All the websites selling it are said to be scams so... maybe you know where to get some?

Thanks!

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I would recommend googling overdose for each med with and without alcohol, and combinations of those meds.

 

[Xtinabgt]

I would recommend googling overdose for each med with and without alcohol, and combinations of those meds.

« Somewhere between 2 and 8 grams will produce a deadly tramadol overdose response. Tramadol can create toxic side effects far before this, though they aren't considered part of an overdose. One may experience hazardous effects of the drug at as low as 500 mg — seizures included. Mixing other opioids, sedatives, or alcohol multiples the chance of overdose at smaller milligram quantities. »

« It is possible to overdose on tramadol, either by ingesting a large dose by itself or by combining the drug with other CNS depressants like alcohol or benzodiazepines. Respiratory depression is the most dangerous overdose symptom; the body does not get enough oxygen because of shallow, irregular, or slowed breathing, so the brain and organs begin to shut down. This can lead to serious health problems, or death. »

This is what I found a few weeks ago when researching... I just want to know if the dosage I have could be enough and maybe if someone experienced tramadol OD and survived can give some insights about how much they took, if it was painful, which symptoms they experienced etc.

Thanks.

 

[mesohappy]

Overdoses fail most of the time, especially if you live with someone who knows about your situation.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

In researching, alprazolam seems the more likely success, but I don't know about the dosage. Alprazolam and tramadol combined were successful (or maybe it was trazodone, not sure), that's why I suggested googling combinations. If you're asking for anecdotes, I'd suggest including alprazolam.

Wishing you a peaceful and successful ctb if you choose it.

 

[Xtinabgt]

In researching, alprazolam seems the more likely success, but I don't know about the dosage. Alprazolam and tramadol combined were successful (or maybe it was trazodone, not sure), that's why I suggested googling combinations. If you're asking for anecdotes, I'd suggest including alprazolam.

Wishing you a peaceful and successful ctb if you choose it.

Do you mean I need to post another thread?

 

[Daffodil]

Look at rates of success from suicide by pill overdose. Heard terrible stories from a nurse on reddit. If you succeed in dying, it can take 3-5 days for your organs to shut down. So your family has to watch you die. You have a long time to contemplate, in great agony, and many people change their minds but can't turn back. A very agonizing death for you and the people around you.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Do you mean I need to post another thread?

I just meant that you were asking for anecdotes for only one med, when another seems to be more fatal.

But posting a thread with a title that specifically states what you are seeking will probably be more likely to get someone to notice if they have the info.

 

[SinisterKid]

Drugs.com - Prescription Drug Information

Providing accurate, impartial information on more than 24,000 prescription drugs and OTC medications.

www.drugs.com

This is listed in the resources section of the site, which people really need to learn to look at. You can check drugs, doses, warnings, interactions for yourself. A little time and research will answer most of your questions.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Drugs.com - Prescription Drug Information

Providing accurate, impartial information on more than 24,000 prescription drugs and OTC medications.

www.drugs.com

This is listed in the resources section of the site, which people really need to learn to look at. You can check drugs, doses, warnings, interactions for yourself. A little time and research will answer most of your questions.

I very much appreciate what you shared, it's quite useful and addresses what the OP is seeking. But the tone came across as shaming. I wasn't even the one asking and I feel badly, I'd feel much worse if it were directed at me. I've "learned" to look at that thread, and have spent a lot of "time and research," and yet completely overlooked that link. I won't try to figure out why you spoke that way, I'm sure you have your reasons, but, respectfully, the help seemed to come with a price of harshness.

 

[SinisterKid]

Semantics. Yes, you misunderstood my tone there. And aimed at the thread poster, apologies if that was not obvious.

 

[a.h]

I have gotten mild serotonin syndrome (Neurologist accidentally gave two pain killers that increase serotonin , the other was tramadol I had 450mg/day) and it was so bad I went to hospital but they couldn't give anything for it (in od they would of course pump the stomach and/or feed them medical coal) or wouldn't since that amount wasn't dangerous. It felt like having thousands of ants under my skin or being electrocuted slightly in brain and under skin constantly. I would have taken any pain instead of that torture and I just had to wait for the meds to wear out. I hope that nobody has to experience that.

Opiates also often make skin to itch everywhere except in very mild doses. I think that is mostly tolerable but when I had bad pain and I took my meds too close to each other the itch was driving me nuts.

 

[Backwood_tilt]

Drugs.com - Prescription Drug Information

Providing accurate, impartial information on more than 24,000 prescription drugs and OTC medications.

www.drugs.com

This is listed in the resources section of the site, which people really need to learn to look at. You can check drugs, doses, warnings, interactions for yourself. A little time and research will answer most of your questions.

Is it possible we can start deleting these threads that pop up everyday where everyone just refers them to resources thread or google?

i feel really bad about continually bumping certain threads but I have actual technical questions about suicide I'd like others to at least see (and not be buried under 1000x "will these pills kill me" threads)

 

[Xtinabgt]

Drugs.com - Prescription Drug Information

Providing accurate, impartial information on more than 24,000 prescription drugs and OTC medications.

www.drugs.com

This is listed in the resources section of the site, which people really need to learn to look at. You can check drugs, doses, warnings, interactions for yourself. A little time and research will answer most of your questions.

I know this website, it's where my quotation on interactions between CNS depressants comes from.
It's just there's not much testimonies out there on what could be felt at a very high dosage.
I have read some stories but it was for dosage like 500 mg to 1 gr which is enough to have bad side effects while being conscious of them happening but not enough to be lethal... I'm just wondering if tramadol in lethal dosage combined with some benzos, antiemetics and alcohol would likely knock you out so that you go in your sleep or if it would be painful. If I'm asking this it's just because it's all I have and feel I need reassurance about going peacefully.

Is it possible we can start deleting these threads that pop up everyday where everyone just refers them to resources thread or google?

i feel really bad about continually bumping certain threads but I have actual technical questions about suicide I'd like others to at least see (and not be buried under 1000x "will these pills kill me" threads)

Not to be unpleasant or anything but why would you be more deserving than others to get answers? Some have technical questions, some need advice, some need comfort... whatever it is, it doesn't mean your queries are more important just because they're technical ones.