Help Need Ideas

[narc]

New here, sorry if I'm doing this wrong LOL. Anyways, my preferred method until lately has been firearm, but I'm in a bit of a predicament. I'm aware that if I do so, because I have access to them because of my father that my mother and her family will go after him and try to charge him for something I'm not sure but it's obviously not something I want him to deal with after losing his son. Additionally, I'm sure there'd be a lot of guilt on his part for the knowledge that I had access to it because of him. So I guess what I'm asking is, whats the best decision for me here? I'm unfamiliar on what drug combinations are best for OD'ing, as well as the fact that I don't have access to any of the common ones used for that purpose. Any help is appreciated.

 

[FuneralCry]

If you are looking to read information about methods then there is the suicide resource compilation on here. But that does sound like a difficult situation to be in with the firearm, I hate how leaving this world isn't more straightforward. Anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find what you search for.

 

[befree]

Here you can find an overview:

Need ideas

I want to end things because I'm tired of feeling like a failure and always being wrong about things. I can barely be an adult and will never have more than a minimum wage job. What are ways to end things quickly and peacefully, preferably that I can hide from a spouse that works from home?

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considering methods

whats the best kind of method that's easily accessible. I was considering Hannah Baker style but that seems super messy and painful. I don't have any way to get my hands on N or anything like that sooo

sanctioned-suicide.net

This is just a general information. I do not encourage you to commit suicide and to use these methods. You act on your own responsibility.