Help Need help with this metod

[daniel1234]

Hi, in first place srry for bad english, so im going to slit my wrists to ctb but i need help with a few things:
1st: i dont have any blades or knifes to cut me, does anyone can help me find anything to slit my wrists?
2nd:i dont know how and where to cut, so if anyone could give me advice about that
3rd: i cant put myself in water, it is a must to be in the shower to die?
Thx for your time and srry for bad english

 

[RichardFirst]

Wrist slitting is a very unreliable way to go. Many people try this and fail to die for any number of reasons. It's painful and messy, so I don't recommend it.

 

[daniel1234]

Wrist slitting is a very unreliable way to go. Many people try this and fail to die for any number of reasons. It's painful and messy, so I don't recommend it.

Well i dont have any other options and thats the way i want to ctb so...

 

[FuneralCry]

I agree that this method will just lead to more suffering, like there is a reason as to why this method isn't featured in the suicide resource compilation. At least I would never try it, but I understand having limited options of ways to ctb and wanting to leave so badly. It's just so incredibly unfair how it's this difficult to die and it should be easier for us.

 

[Shadowlord900]

Do you have any means of travel? Jumping might be possible if you can get to an ideal location.

If you lack resources and a means of travel, there aren't really any options available to you I'm sorry to say. :(

 

[downndone2]

This method is highly unsuccessful and a terrible and agonizing way to go.

 

[daniel1234]

Like 2 weeks ago i failed by this method but i lost a lot of blood and it wasnt that painful, the thing is that at one point the bleeding stoped and i dont know if it was because of where i cut and how deeply i cut or if i have to be in the shower to die, and i dont have any other methods because i live in a second floor i cant hang myself and i dont want to do it that way and bc of my failed attempt i cant go outside alone so i cant buy SN or anything like that

 

[GasMonkey]

Unviable.

 

[daniel1234]

Why?

 

[Ernest1964]

Like 2 weeks ago i failed by this method but i lost a lot of blood and it wasnt that painful, the thing is that at one point the bleeding stoped and i dont know if it was because of where i cut and how deeply i cut or if i have to be in the shower to die, and i dont have any other methods because i live in a second floor i cant hang myself and i dont want to do it that way and bc of my failed attempt i cant go outside alone so i cant buy SN or anything like that

I agree with all of the other commenters here, slitting the wrists is problematic and is usually an unreliable method. I mean if one is going to do it, lying in a very warm bathtub (the warm water helps the blood to keep flowing) and cutting the wrists vertically and deeply might work, but still, not a reliable way to go. Whatever you choose, I wish for you to find peace in your life. Good luck.

 

[daniel1234]

Oh ok thx for the answers and by the way i found 2 other possible methods and i dont know if they are reliable
-plastic bags
-poison myself with cleaning liquids or deodorant
Are they reliable?

 

[angelcircuit]

Could you elaborate on cleaning liquids? I'm new here so I don't have many ideas, but if you are referring to bleach I would not recommend it.

 

[daniel1234]

I wasn't thinking of bleach just all that cleaning stuff because in general is very lethal and srry but i dont even know what they are because i dont use them

 

[FlameWhisperer]

wrists to ctb but i need help with a few things:
1st: i dont have any blades or knifes to cut me, does anyone can help me find anything to slit my wrists?
2nd:i dont know how and where to cut, so if anyone could give me advice about that
3rd: i cant put myself in water, it is a must to be in the shower to die?

Like other members already stated, very unreliable method. I have experience with it, however, here I am regardless, just two more scars in this body of mine that calls other's attentions to the fact I did try to kill myself whenever it's summer time and they look at my arm (or thigh if context applies). Nevertheless, I will answer you.

A pencil sharpener's blade is good enough, and a razor blade is also good enough, actually, I find it easier to cut with those than knives or scissors. Other than that... Any kind of blade that is sharp enough, really.

Usually, people will do so close to their wrists, thighs or below the stomach (it's actually more crotch than anything, you'd want to catch the femoral artery, if unsure, google tells you exactly where it is). Any one of these spots would require you to cut deep enough to severe the arteries that go in there. The vertical cuts are used in hopes to prevent someone to help you (cause if you cut it vertically, there is less probability a doctor can connect it back, than if you do it horizontally). The severe pain some imply it has, is very debatable to one's tolerance for pain, adrenaline kicking in, amongst other things - but femoral artery will be one hell of a pain, that I can be sure is the common rule.

Water isn't mandatory, but warm water allows the blood flow to continue, as someone else stated already (don't follow the usual TV show bathtub on ice. Ice is there to prevent the person from feeling pain, however, it is stupid as ice will make your blood vessels constrict, and therefore diminish the bleeding).

I can't stress enough how this method is unreliable. But it is still your choice.

plastic bags

You have a thread about suffocation here. And if you are like me, this might interest you.

poison myself with cleaning liquids or deodorant
Are they reliable?

I can't answer this with 100% certainty, but everything I read so far advices against cleaning products for their unreliability and high risk of just leaving you disabled in different ways, so... I suppose I will just say no, based on that.

Hope this helps, wish you the best, and remember you only CTB when you want, and if you haven't tried to get help yet from someone else, at least think of giving it a try

 

[Shadowlord900]

Do not try to ingest any cleaning liquids. It'll be most incredibly agonizing experience you'll have. You'll experience days, even weeks of terrible vomiting and organ damage, you likely won't have to strength to continue ingesting the amount needed to kill you and be left disabled in some form.

If you need to CTB orally, I suppose you could try collecting peach seeds to poison yourself via cyanide, but you'll need a way of extracting the seeds from the hard shells, plus a way of grinding up the seeds once you've accumulated enough. Granted cyanide poisoning is still incredibly painful, but at least you'll die within 2-5 minutes.

 

[FlameWhisperer]

try collecting peach seeds to poison yourself via cyanide, but you'll need a way of extracting the seeds from the hard shells

I think that, for this, it is necessary a huge amount of them, no? Do you happen to know anything about the quantity necessary to make this work? Also, if you happen to know, are apple seeds less or more reliable for this? Thank you (and sorry OP for using your post to make my own question, I hope you don't mind)

 

[Shadowlord900]

I think that, for this, it is necessary a huge amount of them, no? Do you happen to know anything about the quantity necessary to make this work? Also, if you happen to know, are apple seeds less or more reliable for this? Thank you (and sorry OP for using your post to make my own question, I hope you don't mind)

Certain seeds produce more cyanide than others. Peach seeds aren't the highest but are definitely up there (can't remember which type of seed contains the most amygdalin, that's what produces the cyanide). Apple seeds can technically do the same job, but since they contain so little amount of amygdalin, you'd need an insane amount (like in the thousands) to get enough amygdalin and cyanide.

 

[superb-owl]

Hello all,
Been around the past two years; finally getting the nerve to post. Also, things have gone from bad to unimaginable horror. That said, I still have that tiny hope in the back of my mind that somehow something will get better but that thought isn't really around much anymore. Please forgive any posting errors/mistakes.

Decided to chime in here/now because I've attempted both the slit the wrist and femoral artery method. Late 2017 (around the holidays) I made a real attempt and hacked my wrists—downwards(vertically), not what the thing is they romanticize on tv. BUT, I used a serrated blade(perhaps my first mistake), it was a knife my dumbass bf got me for protection or something because he never had plans to stick around. To be honest I have no idea why he got me that knife. Anyway, the point being I figured it was the sharpest blade I had since it was brand new. The night I did this I truly wanted out. I still do. That method though—I don't know how anyone has ever been successful. I have a huge pain tolerance but even with a sharp blade I basically accomplished nothing more than a bunch of cuts I had to then worry about covering up. I don't know how in real life anybody could successfully accomplish this. SN is currently my planned method but worried about expiration date and vomiting(aside from spiders it is my worst phobia, of course ;)

I planned for the whole romantic warm bath wrist slitting peaceful exit but from my personal experience don't see how in the world this could ever possibly work. The pain was beyond anything I could overcome on my own and I wasn't even able to get that deep.

Anyway just wanted to say hello to everybody for the first time. Thank you for being here and hope to participate in future discussions.
~bye for now