Method Need help with method (UK)

[kinderbueno]

Hi everyone,

I want to ctb but I'm not sure which method I should use. I'm 18 and still live with my parents so i dont have much money, and my parents will check anything i order online.
I'm in the UK so there aren't as many drugs available to buy as the USA.
I was thinking of jumping in front of a train but I've heard it's awful if you survive and you can even end up losing limbs. I was also thinking of hanging or jumping off a building but there's too much chance I'll survive. Anyone got any advice?

 

[AdamOndiAhman]

its ur desire to ctb, therefore only u can choose ur method of choice. i dont mean to sound harsh. im also in the uk and my method is co charcoal.

heres is a link that will help u choose a method for ur circumstance.

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[Linda]

Hi everyone,

I want to ctb but I'm not sure which method I should use. I'm 18 and still live with my parents so i dont have much money, and my parents will check anything i order online.
I'm in the UK so there aren't as many drugs available to buy as the USA.
I was thinking of jumping in front of a train but I've heard it's awful if you survive and you can even end up losing limbs. I was also thinking of hanging or jumping off a building but there's too much chance I'll survive. Anyone got any advice?

Nobody here will advise you which method to use. It's against the rules of the forum, it would be illegal in many countries (probably including the UK), and arguably it's unethical too.
There is a great deal of information on this site. Use the search feature
Why do you want to ctb?

 

[BardBarrie]

Hi everyone,

I want to ctb but I'm not sure which method I should use. I'm 18 and still live with my parents so i dont have much money, and my parents will check anything i order online.
I'm in the UK so there aren't as many drugs available to buy as the USA.
I was thinking of jumping in front of a train but I've heard it's awful if you survive and you can even end up losing limbs. I was also thinking of hanging or jumping off a building but there's too much chance I'll survive. Anyone got any advice?

I can certainly say please don't do the train method.

 

[kinderbueno]

its ur desire to ctb, therefore only u can choose ur method of choice. i dont mean to sound harsh. im also in the uk and my method is co charcoal.

heres is a link that will help u choose a method for ur circumstance.

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Thank you this is really helpful :)

Nobody here will advise you which method to use. It's against the rules of the forum, it would be illegal in many countries (probably including the UK), and arguably it's unethical too.
There is a great deal of information on this site. Use the search feature
Why do you want to ctb?

Sorry I'm new to this site so I don't know everything about it
I wanna ctb because I've lost all meaning in life and I don't see any point since nobody loves me and my "friends" don't actually care for me

 

[Linda]

Thank you this is really helpful :)

Sorry I'm new to this site so I don't know everything about it
I wanna ctb because I've lost all meaning in life and I don't see any point since nobody loves me and my "friends" don't actually care for me

I don't think you should ctb. It seems to me that your situation can almost certainly be dealt with in less drastic ways.
Would you like to explain your situation more fully?

 

[Rubypie41]

Hi,

All I can say is at the age of 18 your are extremely young. It's not necessarily my place to say what you should or shouldn't do, but as an older person with much more life experience, I can say that your life and how you're currently feeling could be completely different in one, two, five or ten years time.

You're still very much finding yourself and have so much to learn, experience and grow as a person before making a decision to end your life.

I honestly don't think you should be on this forum as it can make you feel even more depressed reading all the horror stories and consuming your mind with negativity and thoughts on CTB.

What is your current situation, do you live at home, are you at college, do you have any hobbies, do you know what makes you happy, do you have career aspirations, places you want to visit, things you want to do, relationships, keeping fit and healthy, do you want a family in the future etc?

In regards to friends, trust me they come and go. As you get older you start to care less about what other people think and you will inevitably meet new people who you do connect with during this journey of life. Surround yourself with like minded people who bring positivity to your own life and if certain so called friends don't care for you, then stop hanging around with them. Join forums where you can meet people, take up a new hobby, go on dating sites. Basically learn to not give a fuck about what others think. As long as you treat people with respect, are honest, kind and caring then you will find friends that appreciate your qualities.

Wish I was 18 again and knew what I knew now. Don't throw your life away before it's even started. You might look back at this in months or years time and think thank god I didn't do anything stupid. I'm not saying you 100% will, but how will you know unless you give it a shot. You can CTB anytime, but at 18 with no incurable physical illnesses then there's every chance you could go on to live a happy and fulfilling life.

Seriously wishing you all the best and here if you need.

 

[wyo777]

Thank you this is really helpful :)

Sorry I'm new to this site so I don't know everything about it
I wanna ctb because I've lost all meaning in life and I don't see any point since nobody loves me and my "friends" don't actually care for me

You are 18!!! All meaning in life is ahead of You. You got all life. You will have plenty of new friends in Your life, one day u will be laughing about old days. Normally i do not judge reasons for CTB, but please...don't do that.

 

[kinderbueno]

I don't think you should ctb. It seems to me that your situation can almost certainly be dealt with in less drastic ways.
Would you like to explain your situation more fully?

Basically I've been feeling depressed since i was 11 years old. I've been bullied a lot throughout school and I don't have a good home life. 9 months ago I met my ex boyfriend. He was the one who helped me and made me feel better, I was starting to get out of my depression and make friends and take up hobbies. He dumped me 2 months ago and we tried multiple times to get back together but he'd always say he didn't love me and leave me. He's blocked me everywhere so I can't contact him and we were meant to meet irl but he cancelled it because he doesn't want to meet anymore. I know this sounds quite silly but he was the only one keeping me alive, he was my motivation for working hard I life and now he's gone I don't see a point. I'm gonna try shallow drowning to end this

Hi,

All I can say is at the age of 18 your are extremely young. It's not necessarily my place to say what you should or shouldn't do, but as an older person with much more life experience, I can say that your life and how you're currently feeling could be completely different in one, two, five or ten years time.

You're still very much finding yourself and have so much to learn, experience and grow as a person before making a decision to end your life.

I honestly don't think you should be on this forum as it can make you feel even more depressed reading all the horror stories and consuming your mind with negativity and thoughts on CTB.

What is your current situation, do you live at home, are you at college, do you have any hobbies, do you know what makes you happy, do you have career aspirations, places you want to visit, things you want to do, relationships, keeping fit and healthy, do you want a family in the future etc?

In regards to friends, trust me they come and go. As you get older you start to care less about what other people think and you will inevitably meet new people who you do connect with during this journey of life. Surround yourself with like minded people who bring positivity to your own life and if certain so called friends don't care for you, then stop hanging around with them. Join forums where you can meet people, take up a new hobby, go on dating sites. Basically learn to not give a fuck about what others think. As long as you treat people with respect, are honest, kind and caring then you will find friends that appreciate your qualities.

Wish I was 18 again and knew what I knew now. Don't throw your life away before it's even started. You might look back at this in months or years time and think thank god I didn't do anything stupid. I'm not saying you 100% will, but how will you know unless you give it a shot. You can CTB anytime, but at 18 with no incurable physical illnesses then there's every chance you could go on to live a happy and fulfilling life.

Seriously wishing you all the best and here if you need.

Thank you for the kind message :)
I'm at home right now and I've lost all motivation to live life. I've been feeling this way since I was 11 and the only thing which made me feel human was my ex boyfriend. We were together for 8 months and I actually had motivation to live life and I had hobbies and friends but now that's all gone. He's blocked me so I can't contact him but all I want is to see him even if it's for 5 minutes. I know it sounds silly but he was the only person who made me feel better and I love him so so so much

 

[nature]

Hi everyone,

I want to ctb but I'm not sure which method I should use. I'm 18 and still live with my parents so i dont have much money, and my parents will check anything i order online.
I'm in the UK so there aren't as many drugs available to buy as the USA.
I was thinking of jumping in front of a train but I've heard it's awful if you survive and you can even end up losing limbs. I was also thinking of hanging or jumping off a building but there's too much chance I'll survive. Anyone got any advice?

In the Uk there are many things avalible. Your local dealer can source many things. Fent Benzos at as little as 5pence per tablet, just ask around

 

[kinderbueno]

In the Uk there are many things avalible. Your local dealer can source many things. Fent Benzos at as little as 5pence per tablet, just ask around

I didn't realise, I've never interacted with my local dealer before (idek who he is) but thank you for the advice :)

 

[nature]

I didn't realise, I've never interacted with my local dealer before (idek who he is) but thank you for the advice :)

what country are you in, England?

 

[kinderbueno]

what country are you in, England?

Yeah I'm in England

 

[Linda]

Basically I've been feeling depressed since i was 11 years old. I've been bullied a lot throughout school and I don't have a good home life. 9 months ago I met my ex boyfriend. He was the one who helped me and made me feel better, I was starting to get out of my depression and make friends and take up hobbies. He dumped me 2 months ago and we tried multiple times to get back together but he'd always say he didn't love me and leave me. He's blocked me everywhere so I can't contact him and we were meant to meet irl but he cancelled it because he doesn't want to meet anymore. I know this sounds quite silly but he was the only one keeping me alive, he was my motivation for working hard I life and now he's gone I don't see a point. I'm gonna try shallow drowning to end this

Thank you for the kind message :)
I'm at home right now and I've lost all motivation to live life. I've been feeling this way since I was 11 and the only thing which made me feel human was my ex boyfriend. We were together for 8 months and I actually had motivation to live life and I had hobbies and friends but now that's all gone. He's blocked me so I can't contact him but all I want is to see him even if it's for 5 minutes. I know it sounds silly but he was the only person who made me feel better and I love him so so so much

What your experience shows is that with a good partner you can feel a lot better. It's hard breaking up with someone, but the pain does reduce eventually. There are lots more boys out there, and some of them will be just as good for you as your ex boyfriend. Some may even be better.
It's an unfortunate fact that some relationships do not last, but that's no reason to stop looking for a partner. I had many failed relationships (two of which lasted for 3 years) before, at age 30, I met the man who is now my husband. After one, or more than one, failed relationship, you will start to have a clearer idea of what kind of person would be best for you. It took me nearly a decade to learn that. You can probably be smarter than me, and learn faster.

 

[UKscotty]

Don't listen to the people who tell you nothing is possible in the UK. Aside from guns (and even that's not too hard, but risky) all methods are available to us here from SN to pentobarbital to CO to H2S. Some people just enjoy us feeling trapped.

Please don't use the train method, it's not fair on the driver and there is no excuse for it.

Check out the megathreads and there are plenty of easy and accessible methods there.

 

[kinderbueno]

What your experience shows is that with a good partner you can feel a lot better. It's hard breaking up with someone, but the pain does reduce eventually. There are lots more boys out there, and some of them will be just as good for you as your ex boyfriend. Some may even be better.
It's an unfortunate fact that some relationships do not last, but that's no reason to stop looking for a partner. I had many failed relationships (two of which lasted for 3 years) before, at age 30, I met the man who is now my husband. After one, or more than one, failed relationship, you will start to have a clearer idea of what kind of person would be best for you. It took me nearly a decade to learn that. You can probably be smarter than me, and learn faster.

Thank you this is very reassuring

Don't listen to the people who tell you nothing is possible in the UK. Aside from guns (and even that's not too hard, but risky) all methods are available to us here from SN to pentobarbital to CO to H2S. Some people just enjoy us feeling trapped.

Please don't use the train method, it's not fair on the driver and there is no excuse for it.

Check out the megathreads and there are plenty of easy and accessible methods there.

I'm going to try shallow drowning and if that doesn't work I'll go for partial hanging or SN