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Aug 27, 2026
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Hello to everyone
I've been thinking about ctb since 2024, but now the pain has become unbearable. I always thought about using a gun, more specifically, my father's gun, since it would grant an instant end with fewer risks. The revolver is pretty old tho, I believe it was aquired in the 90s, and hasn't been shot since 2022 at least, but it smells like gunpowder. It is a Taurus 38, with a really short barrel and a 5 shot cylinder, it smells a bit like gunpowder. I've never shot a weapon, in my country you need a license to shot and own guns that you can only get after you're 22. I'm afraid of the revolver malfunctioning or messing up my aim. Does anyone have any tips or help? Sorry for my bad English
 

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