Need Help to CBT

[RationalGirl]

I really need help to CBT. Please PM me to provide me with your thoughts. Is there any way to get a hitman or go to any third world country perhaps? Where they will easily kill you for money, organs, etc? I need a sure way and I feel the only sure way is for someone to make sure you CBT instead of relying on what if scenarios.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Oh dear. If you get a pm, it will likely be a scam. At best you will lose money. At worst you will be assaulted or kidnapped or trafficked. There are a lot worse things than what you're experiencing now if you pursue this, perhaps for a very, very long time.

There are lots of methods. You can talk it out here. Folks care and will listen and offer good advice.

 

[Thereisnothing]

Oh dear. If you get a pm, it will likely be a scam. At best you will lose money. At worst you will be assaulted or kidnapped or trafficked. There are a lot worse things than what you're experiencing now if you pursue this, perhaps for a very, very long time.

There are lots of methods. You can talk it out here. Folks care and will listen and offer good advice.
Oh dear. If you get a pm, it will likely be a scam. At best you will lose money. At worst you will be assaulted or kidnapped or trafficked. There are a lot worse things than what you're experiencing now if you pursue this, perhaps for a very, very long time. :Aw

There are lots of doable ctb methods. You can talk it out here, and your problems too. Folks care and will listen and offer good advice.

There is another Thread/post about this, I have replied to and said much same as you have here. When someone is desperate then all sorts of things fly round the head...........there are some dangerous people in the world and trying to CTB in such a way as OP is wishing/asking will only continue the badness of trafficking/violence etc etc. They dont call it the 'Underworld' for nothing.

 

[theguineapigking]

I really need help to CBT. Please PM me to provide me with your thoughts. Is there any way to get a hitman or go to any third world country perhaps? Where they will easily kill you for money, organs, etc? I need a sure way and I feel the only sure way is for someone to make sure you CBT instead of relying on what if scenarios.

FYI I don't have info on a hitman source. I'm just giving you my thoughts.

Hey. Using a Hitman can be very very dangerous. You never know if they'd do something worse than kill you. If someone is willing to kill for money,they will likely scam you,or possibly torture you. The fact they kill for money over the internet increases the chance substantially that the person is so badly mentally screwed up,and would scam or worse as I stated above. They likely would also hurt you in bad ways especially if you're a woman. I highly advise against this. Please find something else.



If you're hellbent on suicide,partial suspension hanging is pretty painless if done correctly. You lean into the rope,your carotid arteries are blocked which decreases blood to the brain. Information is available on this website regarding details. This will lead to passing out,then dying(once again,this is if done correctly). Im sorry that you're suffering so much. The fact you want a hitman makes me think you don't think you can do the job yourself. But please find another method. There are many other less painful and horrifying methods; Hanging,N,exit bag,etc.


Have you tried anything to live? Do you have any motivation to live at all? Is there anyone you can talk to such as parents? I completely understand being suicidal. I am too. But I just ask if you are in your right mind and are absolutely positive that you don't want to live.


If you need someone to talk to at all,I'm here. Please don't hesitate to talk to us if you need emotional support.

I sincerely wish you the best. :)

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

@SinisterKid @Hasssssuùuu @RationalGirl

I was pm'img and chatting with OP and she went offline. I have to go to bed.

As I advised her on PM, there are members who have experience with her specific problem and can help much better than I, but it's up to her to post.

@RationalGirl , it's time for more rational and less girl for a hot minute, okay?

It will take more than 30 seconds to find a method.

Give folks here a chance to help in a *public conversation.* Make another non-hitman post on Off Topic about your issue if you don't get enough help on Suicide Discussion. Write a title that includes the issue to draw the attention of folks with experience in that issue.

You can call a domestic violence or drug crisis hotline -- I don't know if they can address your issues but they may have resources, and at least you might hear a calming voice. Don't mention self harm.

And for the love of yourself, if someone PMs you, look at their post history first. If they don't demonstrate a history of healthy boundaries like I do, if they are not regularly supportive and compassionate, if they are even slightly off, do not respond. Your desperation can fuck you up right now. Breathe. Post publicly. You can do this.