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coltact
Member
- Jun 15, 2020
- 16
I won't go into details but I am going to CTB.
this has been an ongoing consideration of mine for a decade, and I feel like I have had many opportunities to get my life on track and stop the pain but I fail at every obstacle. My life is a mess and I am ready to go.
I want the quickest easiest way but I know nothing is black and white.
if anyone has any Accurate information on general overdoses like antidepressants/painkillers and the pain/likelihood of survival or permanent damage.
ideally I would like to use a helium bag but it's very difficult for me to get my hands on the materials needed. if anyone could point me in the right direction for this I'd appreciate thag
another option is SN. I'm in the UK so I have struggled to get my hands on it, any suggestions for this?
Failing all else I'll use my Xbox lead for asphyxiation
my birthday is on 5 July so I'm planning to do it then- I don't plan to go into my next year of existence in anything other than a body bag
Thank you
this has been an ongoing consideration of mine for a decade, and I feel like I have had many opportunities to get my life on track and stop the pain but I fail at every obstacle. My life is a mess and I am ready to go.
I want the quickest easiest way but I know nothing is black and white.
if anyone has any Accurate information on general overdoses like antidepressants/painkillers and the pain/likelihood of survival or permanent damage.
ideally I would like to use a helium bag but it's very difficult for me to get my hands on the materials needed. if anyone could point me in the right direction for this I'd appreciate thag
another option is SN. I'm in the UK so I have struggled to get my hands on it, any suggestions for this?
Failing all else I'll use my Xbox lead for asphyxiation
my birthday is on 5 July so I'm planning to do it then- I don't plan to go into my next year of existence in anything other than a body bag
Thank you