Need feedback on plan

[sulvumnolo]

Whenever my roommate leaves. he'll be gone for about an hour and a half. I will combine ligature strangulation and full suspension. I am scared of full suspension and my si is to strong.Therefor, after practice I know I can at the very least pass out from ligature method. I will secure myself with a noose around my neck tied to a solid metal bar. I will put the noose at the very top of my neck. and place my ligature slightly below at my sweet spot. I will be standing on the edge of a small stool. I will hyper ventilate then tighten my ligature. my hope is that I will then pass out, fall off the stool. & my pain shall be at an end. My only fear is waking up immediately after hanging. I'm trying to avoid feeling that at all costs. otherwise it should work? I have a solid rope and anchor point. I have successfully made myself pass out from my ligature. God willing I'll go this Saturday. if I can wait that long.

Only question is how much of a drop should I have? My ceilings are low so not much room btw. I'm kinda tall.