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farawaystar

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Mar 16, 2026
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I'm in Jordan and need the fastest possible method. Street drugs are heavily controlled here, so I have to rely on prescription meds.

My current plan is to use:

· Propranolol
· Baclofen
· Clonidine

I'll grind them thoroughly and mix them in a cup. About 30 minutes before drinking, I'll take antiemetics and Lexotan (bromazepam) to prevent vomiting and help with sedation.

The problem is: I'm not sure about the exact lethal doses. I plan to take a very high dose of each, but I'd really appreciate any input on approximate quantities to make sure it works.

If anyone has experience with this combo or knows reliable dose ranges, please share. Also, if there's a better/faster combo available with prescription meds here, let me know.

Thanks."
 
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daruino

odi et amo
Nov 9, 2025
112
Sorry to hear you are suffering. Unfortunately death is not easy and prescription medications are not really reliable:

While over the counter availability differs from country to country, the rule remains that if it can be purchased without a prescription, it is not a method. These medications have been deemed safe enough by your country's government through rigorous testing that they feel confident giving free access to them. This means that the odds of you being able to overdose on it are very low. Once again, less than 10%, though the exact statistic will vary from drug to drug. Generally, no matter what medication you chose, the answer will be waking up in your vomit feeling like you're more hung over than ever.
Generally, most prescriptions have a low chance of killing you. Psychiatric medications are the most discussed on this forum, and are also on the lower end of having any shot at killing you. Antidepressants vary in chance of killing you, though even the most toxic (tricyclics) have only about a 14% chance, not a very good statistic. At worst, certain antidepressants have only a 0.5% chance. Other medications, such as those taken for chronic conditions, vary wildly, however the list of those with a high chance of killing you is significantly shorter than the ones with little or moderate chance. Obviously it would be far too tedious to go and list off all of them.

I highly advise you against this plan because I don't want you to needlessly suffer more without any guaranteed death. I'm not sure about the medication you shared but even if lethal it can take a long time and is very very painful. Research how an overdose looks on those meds and how long it takes- and if that's something you want to go through. I wish you the best.
 
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Praestat_Mori

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May 21, 2023
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Welcome to SS!



If you're interested in lethal ODs you should read the PPH.
 
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farawaystar

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Mar 16, 2026
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Sorry to hear you are suffering. Unfortunately death is not easy and prescription medications are not really reliable:




I highly advise you against this plan because I don't want you to needlessly suffer more without any guaranteed death. I'm not sure about the medication you shared but even if lethal it can take a long time and is very very painful. Research how an overdose looks on those meds and how long it takes- and if that's something you want to go through. I wish you the best.
I've been fighting Borderline Personality Disorder for years. Every day is a battle, and I'm exhausted. I'm in Jordan, and I don't have access to anything illegal — just prescription meds or jumping. I don't care about pain anymore; emotional pain has been my life for so long. I just need it to be fast and reliable. Even if it hurts, speed is all that matters.

If anyone has a method that works here — with meds like propranolol, baclofen, clonidine — please tell me the doses. I'll take antiemetics and something for anxiety beforehand. I just want this to end quickly.
 
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