AshClouds

AshClouds

In time I started growing inward.
Apr 10, 2023
297
here's one of my reasons. I can't deal with my extreme emotions.
 
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leloyon

leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
1,088
No future worth living for.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,179
financial issues
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
20,969
Too lazy to want to make any effort to change myself in a positive way.
 
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J1214

Member
Jul 10, 2024
48
Not so sure about the future.

Knowing I can die by some horrible means, go broke, or grow old and suffer something similar and worse than brain fog.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
4,812
I don't want to do the things which 99% of humans have to do such as wage slaving for decades and dealing with a lot of hardship
 
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Saturn_

Saturn_

Arcanist
Apr 22, 2024
423
My personality is antithetical to community, and to love.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,715
Among the bottom lists....I have to put on too much effort to look "ok" and usually it just gets tiring.
 
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thebelljarrr

thebelljarrr

Student
Apr 26, 2024
100
Depression
 
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LifeQuitter

LifeQuitter

Experienced
Jul 11, 2024
251
Life feels repetitive
 
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eatantz

eatantz

I luv dolls
Nov 4, 2023
559
I'm ugly
 
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Sylveon

Sylveon

??/??/20??
Oct 10, 2023
488
People secretly don't want me around.
 
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Steff1337

Steff1337

Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
Jun 21, 2024
659
OCD
 
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foreverfalling

foreverfalling

Experienced
Jul 22, 2022
255
Perfectionism, I am never happy, I can see flaws and problems in everything, so I end up not wanting to do anything because I know the perfect result I want won't come.
 
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pilotviolin

pilotviolin

looking to the horizon
Jan 27, 2024
314
i always need the option to tap out even if things are going well
 
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Cute_&_Loving

I like trinkets:)
May 10, 2023
424
being an old maid
 
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AppleTreeDog

AppleTreeDog

Member
Nov 20, 2021
76
Trans and no matter how much I change my body with medical transition I'll never have the body I actually want and I'll never look how I want. Less and less motivated every week to do my T injections bc in the end it'll never be good enough
 
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enough of this

enough of this

Specialist
Jun 4, 2023
372
This world is insane with corruption. Politics, corporate, the medical and pharmaceutical industries, government in general... It's all corrupt. We're supposed to believe lies about everything. There's no privacy. We're funding our own demise with the spike protein "vaccines," and people still believe in the narrative. Mass-formation psychosis is at an all-time high, leading to the formation of a totalitarian government. Hatred, racism, bigotry and fear are highly promoted. Human trafficking, slavery and pedophilia is rampant and continues to destroy lives.

Do you need more?
 
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Steff1337

Steff1337

Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
Jun 21, 2024
659
Social anxiety
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,259
To escape from all future meaningless suffering in this existence so undesirable, human existence truly is the most futile and torturous burden to me, I only wish for eternal nothingness and I'd prefer to not exist no matter what.
 
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scarlet-pixie

scarlet-pixie

1/12/2024
Apr 30, 2024
22
I've never be 'first' to anyone, even my own parents. I'll always be lesser in concern and importance than someone else, even if those people are a drunken narc and a straight-up chaser.
 
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RemainingDubious

RemainingDubious

All of these lies are not worth fighting for
Feb 18, 2024
374
Not having a single reason to want to exist.
 
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kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
285
My personality disorders make every relationship extremely painful so I isolate but that's also painful
 
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trappedinthislife

trappedinthislife

Student
May 13, 2024
107
I will never achieve greatness. I have heard all of these bs talk about "don't give up" and what not, but it's already late. It's over before it even began. All these ideas, all these things I wanted to make? Forget it. Why bother when others can do it thousands of times better?
Trans and no matter how much I change my body with medical transition I'll never have the body I actually want and I'll never look how I want. Less and less motivated every week to do my T injections bc in the end it'll never be good enough
From a trans woman - Im so sorry brother. I hate this whole thing, not just being trans but people's attitude towards it. Like people want us dead. Just why? Why do people have to be so hateful?
Trans and no matter how much I change my body with medical transition I'll never have the body I actually want and I'll never look how I want. Less and less motivated every week to do my T injections bc in the end it'll never be good enough
From a trans woman - Im so sorry brother. I hate this whole thing, not just being trans but people's attitude towards it. Like people want us dead. Just why? Why do people have to be so hateful?
 
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QueerMelancholy

QueerMelancholy

Mage
Jul 29, 2023
534
Being inconsolable with how absurd human life is and uncomfortable boredom.
 
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catnowmeowmeow

Member
Jul 16, 2024
56
Nothing to live for anymore, everything is just the same
 
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Steff1337

Steff1337

Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
Jun 21, 2024
659
Not having an interest in almost anything anymore
 
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Gangrel

Gangrel

Specialist
Jul 25, 2024
377
So tired...oh so tired....
 
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Shiva_Story

Shiva_Story

Student
Mar 12, 2023
127
CTB to disengage from story of appearing as human in this world
 
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BecomingTired

BecomingTired

Lov3rBoy<3
Feb 23, 2024
107
Just very tired.
 
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