Not sure where you're located, but unless you're willing to travel globally in your search, or get accepted to a euthanasia clinic, you're pretty much out of luck.
99.9999% of online sellers are scammers. Anyone on here who has it is exceptionally unlikely to part company with it now, because of the difficulty in finding it (I'm saying this in case anyone messages you directly - they will also be scammers).
Sorry to be the bearer of bad news.