Starchaser
Student
- Oct 8, 2019
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Yep.Yep. And I trust your desire for the info. I hope we can get more insights on it.
I know where @VoidDesirer22 was coming from, too. Please take no offense there either.
I'm okay.
It's just that I have the resources (I bought more bottles on purpose exactly for this) and I have the time to make enough tests to be sure how this product works and I feel the duty to share with SS.
I agree with that, lot of famous and unfamous people died with Barbiturites OD on the past (and they were daily users of it)
Thanks for your knowledge, Sunset.
My experience with Benzos is the same.I have a history with addiction too @Starchaser and like you no longer use but I do have prescriptions and occasionally buy ambien/zolpidem. I have found that drugs that act on gaba are usually quite hard hitting on first use but never really seem to be the same after that. Many patients complain of this to prescribers and are angered about never being forewarned of it. Particularly those given benzos as a way to get through things like periods of grief. My tolerance to ambien and benzos grows just as fast as your experience with your N. Faster even. I'm certain that your experience is a tolerance issue mixed with the way our body responds to follow up doses of gaba effecting drugs. My tolerance to opiates grew fast but nothing like this.
Also worth considering is how recently you ate. If you have a meal soon before taking meds orally it often takes longer for them to work and they take effect over a longer period. Obviously this varies between drugs. The fact you woke feeling so messy and vomited indicates it clearly took effect but as somebody else quite rightly pointed out that our perception of some drugs effects are less prominent on repeat doses even though they are doing something. By that I mean something more than say the percieved 20% you mentioned. Though I know that was a kind of estimate I must say that a very common phenomena with gabaergics is the feeling and assumption that one is not high and therefore people will regularly keep redosing until the point of having a toxic affect that causes symptoms of withdrawal. Its a really odd thing but very real and common.
If you check benzo buddies or bluelight forums you'll find lots of accounts of this. No doubt there's talk of it on reddit subs etc too. I haven't checked out this particular sub reddit. Just found it with a quick search and am including a link because it's dedicated to gabaergics and lists many forms in the description. Most importantly to us, barbiturates.
r/gabagoodness
r/gabagoodness: GABAGoodness is devoted to the discussion of all GABAergics, Gabapentnoids and VDCC inhibitors such as Pregabalin, Gabapentin …www.reddit.com
Hopefully that contributes to explaining what you're experiencing and puts you at a little more ease.
It hits hard on the 1st/2nd time, but on the 3rd day and after them, It doesn't hit the same, not at all.
Not even 30% of the 1st time.
So, the recommendation (conclusion) here is to be a few weeks without using N (maybe a month) to CTB?
Would you confirm that? I think it's doable.
I know if you take 13g of N you're gonna die anyways, but just to be sure...
Hey! I think 2 bottles are enough for any human under 200kgI have put on a bit of weight during lockdown. Even, though, I have two bottles, I am going to try and lose a bit just to be safe. I was super skinny and frail a few years back. It would have been easier back then that it is now. Oh, well, I'll try and write a post when I reach the other side
If you decide to go, please make a goodbye thread! I'm gonna miss you
I lit a candle today for @BigGimpin and took a walk listening to nirvana while thinking about him.
Some trips to the other side here make me feel too much.
