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uchiha_sasuke

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Oct 1, 2023
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So I was just wondering, if you wanted to ctb with N and it's not enough, what'll happen, will you survive with like brain damage or something?
 
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ardacalvin

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Feb 25, 2020
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No, it's not heroine that has the capability of giving u a stroke, barb family doesn't have this kind of side effects, Believe Me.
 
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TheSuicidalLlama

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Oct 10, 2023
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I live in Peru and lurking this forum I've just realized that N is apparently sold here in Peru in vet shops, but googleing I'm seeing news articles about how its sale is being regulated in the last years because of suicides, so I don't know how easy it could be to get N in Peru in 2023 without a prescription.

I'll start getting more information tomorrow because it would be the dream way for me to go. Otherwise, I'm probably hanging myself.
 
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Unseenteardrop

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Jan 23, 2023
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I live in Peru and lurking this forum I've just realized that N is apparently sold here in Peru in vet shops, but googleing I'm seeing news articles about how its sale is being regulated in the last years because of suicides, so I don't know how easy it could be to get N in Peru in 2023 without a prescription.

I'll start getting more information tomorrow because it would be the dream way for me to go. Otherwise, I'm probably hanging myself.
have you read the latest pph essentials by any chance? There's a chapter on N availability and it includes a few sources across Peru where you can allegedly purchase N without a prescription (although you might need to bribe the pharmacist). do you think you could possibly pay a visit to some of the pharmacies mentioned if they're close enough to your place of residence?
 
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uchiha_sasuke

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Oct 1, 2023
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I live in Peru and lurking this forum I've just realized that N is apparently sold here in Peru in vet shops, but googleing I'm seeing news articles about how its sale is being regulated in the last years because of suicides, so I don't know how easy it could be to get N in Peru in 2023 without a prescription.

I'll start getting more information tomorrow because it would be the dream way for me to go. Otherwise, I'm probably hanging myself.
Try checking for SN. Or you can read the N megathread I think someone said they lied that they were a welder or something and the were able to get it with just a few questions or something like that.
No, it's not heroine that has the capability of giving u a stroke, barb family doesn't have this kind of side effects, Believe Me.
So it wouldn't damage any organs?
 
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doneforlife

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Jul 18, 2023
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What exactly happens with brain damage? I am too afraid of any kind of damage to any body organ 🙁.
 
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TheSuicidalLlama

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Oct 10, 2023
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apparently it's very hard to get n in lima (the capital city) without a prescription, but it's very easy to do so in cusco.

i will try to get it in lima, my father has a job involving farm animals and i have photos of them, so i'll try to show them pics so maybe I'll be able to convince them to sell it to me without a prescription.

otherwise i would hate to have to go to cusco to get it, because i wouldn't be able to get the n in the plane back to lima and i'd have to die in cusco and it'd be too much effort for my family to get my body back to lima
 
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MBG

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Jul 14, 2023
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N? Nembutal? Nitrogen??? I think we should stop using just N for Nembutal, use at least Nem to be clear.
 
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Unseenteardrop

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Jan 23, 2023
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N? Nembutal? Nitrogen??? I think we should stop using just N for Nembutal, use at least Nem to be clear.
N = Nembutal, N2 = Nitrogen (N2 is the chemical formula)
 
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LaVieEnRose

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N? Nembutal? Nitrogen??? I think we should stop using just N for Nembutal, use at least Nem to be clear.
You are right that N should refer to nitrogen. The actual name of the chemical is pentobarbital and Nembutal is an obsolete brand name for old suppositories. But convention is convention.
 
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uchiha_sasuke

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Oct 1, 2023
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N? Nembutal? Nitrogen??? I think we should stop using just N for Nembutal, use at least Nem to be clear.
I actually meant Nitrogen since the symbol for Nitrogen in the periodic table is N.
What exactly happens with brain damage? I am too afraid of any kind of damage to any body organ 🙁.
Your brain deteriorates and that causes things like memory loss and slowly you loose all function, I'm not sure if it's painful or not but you'll basically live like a vegetable till you die.
N = Nembutal, N2 = Nitrogen (N2 is the chemical formula)
I used to think N refers to Nitrogen here.
No, it's not heroine that has the capability of giving u a stroke, barb family doesn't have this kind of side effects, Believe Me.
Just to be clear I was talking about Nitrogen (N2) and not Pentobarbital.
 
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chopan

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May 8, 2020
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apparently it's very hard to get n in lima (the capital city) without a prescription, but it's very easy to do so in cusco.

i will try to get it in lima, my father has a job involving farm animals and i have photos of them, so i'll try to show them pics so maybe I'll be able to convince them to sell it to me without a prescription.

otherwise i would hate to have to go to cusco to get it, because i wouldn't be able to get the n in the plane back to lima and i'd have to die in cusco and it'd be too much effort for my family to get my body back to lima
This guy didn't last long here on sasu, did anyone had a chance to talk to him?
 

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