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deadby30

deadby30

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May 3, 2021
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Sadly no dolethal anymore : (

He sells Pisabental only right now
Ok damn, for sure. I will go for the Pisabental then, thank you so much for answering my question. Just have to figure out how to use Monero, I'm illiterate when it comes to crypto :/
 
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peacefulhorizons

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Dec 31, 2019
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Ok damn, for sure. I will go for the Pisabental then, thank you so much for answering my question. Just have to figure out how to use Monero, I'm illiterate when it comes to crypto :/
I used Cake Wallet to pay with Monero (and to convert Bitcoin to Monero with one of their partners) and it wasn't bad at all.
 
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I used Cake Wallet to pay with Monero (and to convert Bitcoin to Monero with one of their partners) and it wasn't bad at all.
Awesome thank you! Downloading it now. I made a Kraken account but wasn't sure about the next steps of transferring it to a wallet and then paying him. They have their own exchanges which makes this much easier. I was worried with how much crypto fluctuates, by the time I was ready to actually pay, the Monero might possibly be worth less than his asking price. I dont really know how any of this works and its causing me more anxiety than it should.
 
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Boochky

Boochky

Fat, bipolar, and hairy. (Sorry boys, I’m taken.)
Feb 23, 2019
333
When you correspond with D, is the reply from the P or the CT email? I ask because I sent to both that are in the latest PPH with some questions and the reply was generic from the P address with no answers. Also there were a lot of reassurances that it wasn't a scam that also seemed suspicious.

He also offered 3 shipping options, but from what I've seen people are just getting UPS

If you have successfully dealt with D, please PM me so I can be sure. Thanks!
 
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alown

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When you correspond with D, is the reply from the P or the CT email? I ask because I sent to both that are in the latest PPH with some questions and the reply was generic from the P address with no answers. Also there were a lot of reassurances that it wasn't a scam that also seemed suspicious.

He also offered 3 shipping options, but from what I've seen people are just getting UPS

If you have successfully dealt with D, please PM me so I can be sure. Thanks!
D uses proton more often
 
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Boochky

Boochky

Fat, bipolar, and hairy. (Sorry boys, I’m taken.)
Feb 23, 2019
333
D uses proton more often
Ok thanks. But do they answer questions. I asked A in 2019 about weighing over 350 and long term antipsychotics and he advised. This person just said they aren't a Dr and don't know. I'm not sure what to think.
 
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HopelessFight

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Jan 31, 2021
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Also there were a lot of reassurances that it wasn't a scam that also seemed suspicious.
D indeed puts in his first email he's not a scammer. This must be the first person who does that and really turns out not to be a scammer.
 
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Boochky

Fat, bipolar, and hairy. (Sorry boys, I’m taken.)
Feb 23, 2019
333
D indeed puts in his first email he's not a scammer. This must be the first person who does that and really turns out not to be a scammer.
Thanks!
So, since he won't advise, how many bottles should I order given I weigh 380lbs and take 800mg seroquel / night? 3? 4?
 
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Sep 1, 2020
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I have no idea what the hell is going on. I can't keep up with all this A and (B who is really D but could be the old D, who was a scammer) who is legit, who isn't. Who will even get back to you, What were getting is real, not real, mixed. All over this forum there are conflicting things about N. I'm so freaking confused about every single thing that has to do with getting N.
 
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HopelessFight

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Jan 31, 2021
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Thanks!
So, since he won't advise, how many bottles should I order given I weigh 380lbs and take 800mg seroquel / night? 3? 4?
A claims 3 bottles for 80+ kilograms, although I think it's a bit of a selling trick as well. It's very hard to say, probably "I'm not a doctor" might be the best answer. With such weight (no offence), I'd probably order 4 to be sure.
I have no idea what the hell is going on. I can't keep up with all this A and (B who is really D but could be the old D, who was a scammer) who is legit, who isn't. Who will even get back to you, What were getting is real, not real, mixed. All over this forum there are conflicting things about N. I'm so freaking confused about every single thing that has to do with getting N.
If you read posts on this forum, always look at the date of the post. If you read things about a B or D and the post if not made in 2021, it's outdated.
 
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Boochky

Boochky

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Feb 23, 2019
333
Thanks. No offense taken. 4 bottles will drain me. Hope it's real!
 
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alown

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Thanks. No offense taken. 4 bottles will drain me. Hope it's real!
it may be very difficult to drink.

~ when I have decided to leave with my N I think I will try to catch the covid to have it lose taste and smell to drink the N without difficulty, it tastes horrific.
 
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alown

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deadby30

deadby30

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he doesnt sell pisabental, but another brand right now.

to tell the truth yes it is not pisa but simply the pentobarbital brand.

Ok thats good to know. Is it equivalent to the Pisabental in terms of dosage? 100ml @ 65 mg/ml?

The plan is to get 2 of them unless its something closer to the Dolethal dose. I'm sorry for all the questions, I'm sure he will answer this stuff! I'm going to reach out tomorrow but I want to go in with as much info as I can beforehand.

This site has been an excellent resource and I appreciate the answers so far, having the info assuages my anxiety quite a bit
 
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Jan 31, 2021
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Ok thats good to know. Is it equivalent to the Pisabental in terms of dosage? 100ml @ 65 mg/ml?

The plan is to get 2 of them unless its something closer to the Dolethal dose. I'm sorry for all the questions, I'm sure he will answer this stuff! I'm going to reach out tomorrow but I want to go in with as much info as I can beforehand.

This site has been an excellent resource and I appreciate the answers so far, having the info assuages my anxiety quite a bit
I think it's 63mg/ml, but that won't make much difference. You'll get all the information if you send an email to him.
 
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Thiopentone31

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Mar 30, 2021
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I think it's 63mg/ml, but that won't make much difference. You'll get all the information if you send an email to him.
uh so for two bottle il 12.6 gr and not 13. Is it enough to be reliable? Or is better to get 3?
 
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alown

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63 or 65 is not a big difference, in fact to be frank even a single bottle would suffice for a fatal death for all people regardless of the weight of the person who swallows, D ~ A and the Pph precaunize two bottles because the vet pento will simply act more quickly in the body to stick to the small intestine. Exit and dignitas were prescribing 9 grams at the time and went down to 15 for faster death.
 
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deadby30

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63 or 65 is not a big difference, in fact to be frank even a single bottle would suffice for a fatal death for all people regardless of the weight of the person who swallows, D ~ A and the Pph precaunize two bottles because the vet pento will simply act more quickly in the body to stick to the small intestine. Exit and dignitas were prescribing 9 grams at the time and went down to 15 for faster death.
This is great to know. I had it in my head that buying one bottle should suffice and that the 2 bottles was overkill but wasnt sure. I have a large stash of hydrocodone and various benzodiazepines, I was thinking that a combination combination of the 3 should result in fatal respiratory depression either way. Antiemetics & *maybe* a CYP3a4 inhibitor thrown in for good measure. You've made me rethink getting 2 bottles, its less money down the drain should something happen with the order *knocks on wood*
 
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Feb 3, 2021
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Does D package the contents in a secure fashion, I live with family and it worries me they're going to open it.
 
peacefulhorizons

peacefulhorizons

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Dec 31, 2019
676
Does D package the contents in a secure fashion, I live with family and it worries me they're going to open it.
yes (it has to in order to pass customs)
 
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azazel_djinn

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May 13, 2021
55
apparently from my exchanges with him and from what I understood he lives in the same country as A. however the advantage is that he answers immediately, and that he sends with a private company.
That's interesting. So does the "private company" boost his chance of getting through the customs?
 
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boc

Experienced
May 19, 2021
252
Are people having the package sent to themselves by name? Or are they using a different name on the package? I am worried about ordering and getting picked up by the police.
 
alown

alown

soon in the other reality where we come from ༄
Mar 13, 2021
297
Wouldn't really put where it's from on here.

Probably end up showing all the prolifers etc where it comes from. = possible chance of customs getting passed this info and then becoming more vigilant of what comes though via Mexico
this information is publicly available through the pph ss and ei forums, the authorities know before you know it
 
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boc

Experienced
May 19, 2021
252
Does anyone know how D labels the bottles when packaged? Do they straight up say they're N or does he swap the labels? Just considering the implications if seized by customs.
 
alown

alown

soon in the other reality where we come from ༄
Mar 13, 2021
297
Does anyone know how D labels the bottles when packaged? Do they straight up say they're N or does he swap the labels? Just considering the implications if seized by customs.
labels are replaced
 
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chicken neck

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Dec 3, 2020
58
Anyone able to get N from seller named D? I'm in the USA. I've had no reply from A. Got a generalized response from the seller D. There's always a gamble I know.
I'm from Canada and it came through customs with no issues, Only took like 4 or 5 days too.
 
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Ida_

leaving this simulation soon
May 24, 2021
6
D uses proton more often
I've been emailing D using his other email address, and he responded really quickly with the first few emails (within a few minutes). But it's been 2 days since he replied to my last email, is this normal?
 

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