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N Failed - I couldn't get rid of N. I ordered two bottles, but I only took one and not even whole because it had spilled in the transport. I have been in pischiatria for a week now. I have another bottle of N well hidden, I hope that, taken in full, it will be enough.
 
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LeavingEarly

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So it didn't fail you just didn't take enough? Is that correct? Safe travels
 
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yes, I failed. I took a dose that I was hoping would kill me even though I wasn't sure. A way to try to circumvent the survival instinct
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

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What do you mean you failed? How much did you consume and where did you get the N from?
 
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Smart No More

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What do you mean you failed? How much did you consume and where did you get the N from?
Thry didn't drink enough. They got it from D and still have a full bottle left. They drank some of one bottle that was tampered with by customs and leaked. SI stopped them drinking enough. I'm guessing they passed out and were found. They've been in treatment since it happened.
 
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I'm sorry that you had this experience. I can imagine that it must be unpleasant to have to go through all this. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do, I hope that you find relief from your suffering.
 
Starchaser

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Could you explain a little better?
 
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Seeking_Peace

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How many ml is 2 btls? Can it be chugged? I'm seeing more stories of ppl unable to finish the btls. Is it bad preparation?
 
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How many ml is 2 btls? Can it be chugged? I'm seeing more stories of ppl unable to finish the btls. Is it bad preparation?
200ml per bottle. It's actually a fair bit of liquid and supposed to taste nasty as hell. I'll be rubbing extra strength orajel on my tongue and gums before consumption. It should at least numb the taste somewhat.
 
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Seeking_Peace

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I did the math, it's a little over 13 ounces or a bit over 1/2 of a bottle of coke(20oz). That is a fair bit. Has anyone thought of using a mini funnel to bypass the mouth? Pour it right down.
 
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How many ml is 2 btls? Can it be chugged? I'm seeing more stories of ppl unable to finish the btls. Is it bad preparation?
One bottle is 100 ml. So 2 bottles is 200 ml or about 7 oz. I have tried practicing drinking 200 ml of liquid. I can do it in 6 or 7 big sips. I don't know about the funnel. The problem with the taste seems to be the after taste in the throat. The bad taste doesn't kick in for about 20- 25 seconds after you start drinking it.
 
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Seeking_Peace

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It must really taste like gasoline if it's only 7 ounces. It shouldn't be hard to chug it in 20 seconds unless the person panics or thinks too much. I read to take some mouthwash right after to hide the taste.
 
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Lost Magic

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Orajel rub onto tongue and gums Tonge
 
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I can see using this to help with the saltyness of SN, but I thought the issue with N taste is more of a strong bitter alcohol taste in the throat. Orajel won't help there.

I think I'd go with a small swallow of a cream liquor. The PPH does recommend a small drink of some sort of alcohol to help get rid of the after taste.
 
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lostmyacc

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N taste is an aftertaste. It is bitter aftertaste. Often if you drink Alcohol you lose the aftertaste and go to sleep, very quick.

IF you only have one bottle left. Dilantin maybe worth adding to speed up the process.
 
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JU.

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N taste is an aftertaste. It is bitter aftertaste. Often if you drink Alcohol you lose the aftertaste and go to sleep, very quick.

IF you only have one bottle left. Dilantin maybe worth adding to speed up the process.
what is Dilantin?
I have a bottle and a little more left. it can be sufficient?
 
Lost Magic

Lost Magic

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I can see using this to help with the saltyness of SN, but I thought the issue with N taste is more of a strong bitter alcohol taste in the throat. Orajel won't help there.

I think I'd go with a small swallow of a cream liquor. The PPH does recommend a small drink of some sort of alcohol to help get rid of the after taste.
Yeah, well I'll be doing both anyway. I'll drink a shot of baileys irish cream afterwards. I agree, though, the aftertaste is a common issue with N. Good for pointing that out.
 
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IF you only have one bottle left. Dilantin maybe worth adding to speed up the process
Hey @lostmyacc , sorry to be a bother, but how does one normally acquire Dilantin(phenytoin sodium)? I want to do everything in my power to make my experience with N successful. According to the PPEH, Dilantin greatly reduces the chances of an extended coma if the person is a long term alcohol abuse or has a bad liver.

Knowing this, I think I need Dilantin... I don't necessarily abuse alcohol, but I must admit, I do get absolutely hammered at least once a week. I'm sure that has somewhat affected my liver. I know Dilantin is prescribed for seizures, and I doubt I'll be able to convince my doc that I have seizures.

EDIT: I'm in South Africa, so online sources would be greatly appreciated! (Or perhaps advice on how to convince my doctor to give me dilantin)
 
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200ml per bottle. It's actually a fair bit of liquid and supposed to taste nasty as hell. I'll be rubbing extra strength orajel on my tongue and gums before consumption. It should at least numb the taste somewhat.
I thought each bottle was 100 ml? Which should be enough to normally do the job. The idea of the second 100 ml bottle, that many order, is to have another in order to take more in case one vomits up some of the first 100 ml. Isn't that correct? Maybe I'm wrong. Have been before.
 
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Smart No More

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I thought each bottle was 100 ml? Which should be enough to normally do the job. The idea of the second 100 ml bottle, that many order, is to have another in order to take more in case one vomits up some of the first 100 ml. Isn't that correct? Maybe I'm wrong. Have been before.
Each bottle is 100ml but the two bottles are taken at the same time. It's SN where a back up drink is made. N is less likely to cause vomiting than SN by a significant margine.
 
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betternever2havbeen

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@JU. could you elaborate on your experience if it's not too triggering? Like did you pass out, how did it make you feel?
 
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Jun 28, 2023
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N Failed - I couldn't get rid of N. I ordered two bottles, but I only took one and not even whole because it had spilled in the transport. I have been in pischiatria for a week now. I have another bottle of N well hidden, I hope that, taken in full, it will be enough.
Come stai ?
 

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