KillerIsMe

KillerIsMe

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Anybody know where to get any of the appropriate anti-emetics in the US? I've ordered the SN already but I can't seem to find meto anywhere. Going to skip the benzos I think, maybe will take one cursory trip to the city to see if I can get any.

I Really want to end things. I stopped living at 12 (its been 13 years of confusing hell) and I'm ready for the body to finally catch up with the soul.
 
befree

befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
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1- I now understand that organ and brain damage can occur, if I am saved in time. But what if nobody intervenes ? Is it possible that I could still end up with damaged brain or organs even if nobody saves me ?
Yes, a delayed damage.
 
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Kera

Kera

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Jul 16, 2023
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Are you good now? Any residual effects?
Sorry please. Lapis did not have a failed attempt with SN. He just wanted to know if organ dysfunction can occur after a failed attempt ;)
 
Lysandre

Lysandre

I cannot tell yet I don't even wanna know
Nov 22, 2021
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Sorry please. Lapis did not have a failed attempt with SN. He just wanted to know if organ dysfunction can occur after a failed attempt ;)
They were responding to me, not Lapis
 
Dot

Dot

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Yes I can ! If you are too lazy to read previous posts, it´s your problem.

U hve 2000+ commnts on ur profle -- u cnnt xpect othr ppl 2 trawl thru tht -- if u mke a claim 2 ppl thn u wll nd 2 lnk evidnce 2 tht claim -- & b civl pls
 
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アホペンギン

アホペンギン

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There is one more thing that I am concerned about. I`ve read that people often vomit after taking SN. Is it possible that I could vomit enough not to kill me, but to damage my organs ?
This is why you need to have extra drinks prepared. 2 extra drinks is recommended. If you don't die because of all the vomiting then SI will force you to call for help. You will be treated with Methylene blue and nothing will happen.
 
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Kera

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2- My mectoplarimde pills are after expiration date, is that okay ? Or do I have to get new ones ?
If the expiry date has passed, the drug is not immediately bad and dangerous, but experts still strongly advise against taking it. Because how a drug then works, whether weaker or stronger, has not been researched.

There is one more thing that I am concerned about. I`ve read that people often vomit after taking SN. Is it possible that I could vomit enough not to kill me, but to damage my organs ?
Just like in life. One is lucky, the other is not.
You always take the risk. That's why most of us are afraid of failure.
 
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befree

befree

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U hve 2000+ commnts on ur profle -- u cnnt xpect othr ppl 2 trawl thru tht -- if u mke a claim 2 ppl thn u wll nd 2 lnk evidnce 2 tht claim -- & b civl pls
That´s why I listed all threads, so you don't have to search all my 2500 posts. There is no point in starting 10 more threads and posting and explaining everything 10x again, which I already did several times.

What I do for this forum and the members is a lot of work. I do not do this work 10 times again and again. If anyone doesn´t appreciate my work and help or has doubts about my knowledge, I can spend my time with other things.

Here is the list of all threads and posts so you don´t have to search:

 
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Dot

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That´s why I listed all threads, so you don't have to search all my 2500 posts. There is no point in starting 10 more threads and posting and explaining everything 10x again, which I already did several times.

Th/ lst ws an onion lnk tho - nt evry1 uss Tor/DW

Mght b wrth postng 1 or 2 lnks on ur profle s/ = easr 2 fnd
 
befree

befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
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Th/ lst ws an onion lnk tho - nt evry1 uss Tor/DW

Mght b wrth postng 1 or 2 lnks on ur profle s/ = easr 2 fnd
I only use the Tor browser now because of problems with my VPN.
 
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Kera

Kera

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Jul 16, 2023
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They were responding to me, not Lapis
In my opinion, I had answered mmikkee1
U hve 2000+ commnts on ur profle -- u cnnt xpect othr ppl 2 trawl thru tht -- if u mke a claim 2 ppl thn u wll nd 2 lnk evidnce 2 tht claim -- & b civl pls
Yes I can ! If you are too lazy to read previous posts, it´s your problem.
@Dot, "U hve 2000+ commnts on ur profle -- u cnnt xpect othr ppl 2 trawl thru tht..."
that's correct, but that wasn't the point.

Nom de Guerre has already commented on this, but:

Being called lazy would be an insult to most people.

Especially on the Internet, the inhibition threshold to insult others is usually very low because you are not face to face with the other person.

Netiquette and good manners should also be observed when commenting online.

Without wanting to offend anyone. I really appreciate how much work and effort many users put into helping others. Not everyone can be helped. And everyone should accept that. I can't expect others to research for me what I can find myself on Google. Nevertheless, I also understand one or the other concern of a user, because I feel the same way.
 
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Kera

Kera

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Jul 16, 2023
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2-Are you sure that there can be no permament organ damage, in case I get "saved" Im especially worried about the brain damage that could leave me as vegetable. I saw some post on forum here, that listed SN stories of fail and success, and in one of those it said that someone got saved and suffered a permament kidney damage.
A case that ended well.

 
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Wow didn't expect such arrogance and pompousness from a fellow forumer. Are you an authority on this subject?

I am far from lazy, I actually routinely read peer reviewed published medical journals, medico-legal reports, case studies from cases that have been observed in practice upon presentation, autopsies and follow throughs from coroners and pathologists. I's rather spent my time reading reports from established and published sources than digging up your bitter and vague "trust me bro" claims. Granted, I've seen your postings here and there.

I've seen some of your threads, as far as I'm concerned, your assertions have always just been that- from your biased made up mind. Without doxxing myself, I have the professional qualifications and associations with relevant bodies to dissecr studies and I have access to reports through my associations. I value data veracity so that's why I will only be convinced by credible sources that have been studied empirically.

As far as I can see from your postings, you make claims out of your anecdotes without concrete evidence nor proper reference from any documented sources and yet you expect people to take your words at face value?

Congrats, you must be an unquestionable genius.

Edit: sorry OP for engaging with this person and for this lengthy rant
It is about time someone called out Befree on this, just like @betternever2havbeen called befree for being vague. Nonetheless, a fascinating thread all aound.
 
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befree

befree

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called befree for being vague
This forum is not a place for bad accusation and slander !

Have you studied medicine? I did and I know my profession !
 
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This forum is not a place for bad accusation and slander !

Have you studied medicine? I did and I know my profession !
You claim you know your profession, not actually shown that it is any part of your profession at all. Also, you've done that line before against me so you can't use it again because i have never accused you of anything nor slandered you, not in this thread or the one we interacted on . I was just being honest in my assessment because you do come off as arrogant and a know-it all even if the information you provide is quite valuable. @nom de guerre is quite right about you.
 
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befree

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Call me arrogant or what ever you want. I´m not trying to convince anyone not to use SN. I only want people to know that SN is not the miracle powder as e.g. the PPH claims. And I posted enough information, links...etc and also Kera.

When you see your doctor, do you then also have doubts about his knowledge and say: what you say is vague ?

You are free to believe what ever you want. I don´t care anymore.
 
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SenseOfLoss

SenseOfLoss

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This forum is not a place for bad accusation and slander !

Have you studied medicine? I did and I know my profession !
But you did the same to me when it came to the topic of whether the possession of SN is illegal... You questioned my experience in this regard and made fun of it. Unfortunately and strangely enough, the thread was deleted...
 
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Call me arrogant or what ever you want. I´m not trying to convince anyone not to use SN. I only want people to know that SN is not the miracle powder as e.g. the PPH claims. And I posted enough information, links...etc and also Kera.

When you see your doctor, do you then also have doubts about his knowledge and say: what you say is vague ?

You are free to believe what ever you want. I don´t care anymore.
Of course it's not a miracle end-it all powder, that much is clear considering how much has been witnessed on this forum over the years of people sharing their experiences, good or bad. However you are arrogant in the way that the way you conduct yourself on this forum and profess how much of it is part of what you do even if people do respect your opinion and I wish you wouldn't have a victim-complex about yourself either, I never accused nor was slanderous towards you at all ever during our interactions. It's twice that you've done that when I've not seen anything from what I've said that are those two things. I seriously can't help it but I also think you have a superiority complex as well, look at how you asked me if I studied medicine and then claimed you did and it's part of your profession therefore I don't know what I'm talking about yet you do.

I don't care anymore about what you have to say either, that much is clear considering how right other users have been when they interacted with you.
But you did the same to me when it came to the topic of whether the possession of SN is illegal... You questioned my experience in this regard and made fun of it. Unfortunately and strangely enough, the thread was deleted...
Well then, it looks like someone is being a hypocrite, stating that this forum is not a place for bad accusation or slander but those rules don't apply to them.
 
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befree

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Of course it's not a miracle end-it all powder, that much is clear considering how much has been witnessed on this forum over the years of people sharing their experiences, good or bad. However you are arrogant in the way that the way you conduct yourself on this forum and profess how much of it is part of what you do even if people do respect your opinion and I wish you wouldn't have a victim-complex about yourself either, I never accused nor was slanderous towards you at all ever during our interactions. It's twice that you've done that when I've not seen anything from what I've said that are those two things. I seriously can't help it but I also think you have a superiority complex as well, look at how you asked me if I studied medicine and then claimed you did and it's part of your profession therefore I don't know what I'm talking about yet you do.

I don't care anymore about what you have to say either, that much is clear considering how right other users have been when they interacted with you.

Well then, it looks like someone is being a hypocrite, stating that this forum is not a place for bad accusation or slander but those rules don't apply to them.
ridiculous
 
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You do have that about you, its so easy for you to say that this isn't a forum for bad accusation and slander yet in the case of the example @SenseOfLoss made, you proved to be a hypocrite. Call it ridiculous, I call it for what it is and it's being a hypocrite and having a victim complex. You don't follow the same example you claim this forum is against but you are so quick to call people out of making accusations and being slanderous when again, I didn't do that in this thread.
 
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Dot

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Ok cn th/ thred hi-jackng stp pls

Slf & befree hve dscussd findng an easr plce 2 link th/ infrmatn tht h/ hs rsearchd

Tht shld hlp ease thse deb8tes in futre
 
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Ok cn th/ thred hi-jackng stp pls

Slf & befree hve dscussd findng an easr plce 2 link th/ infrmatn tht h/ hs rsearchd

Tht shld hlp ease thse deb8tes in futre
Thanks Dot.
 
Kera

Kera

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Jul 16, 2023
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You claim you know your profession, not actually shown that it is any part of your profession at all. Also, you've done that line before against me so you can't use it again because i have never accused you of anything nor slandered you, not in this thread or the one we interacted on . I was just being honest in my assessment because you do come off as arrogant and a know-it all even if the information you provide is quite valuable
This forum is not a place for bad accusation and slander !

Have you studied medicine? I did and I know my profession !
We all know: as you call into the forest, so it echoes out.

Whether here or there, why on earth do we always have to judge other people!?
Yes, why we judge others has to do with the fact that evaluation and judgment have been in our brains since time immemorial. This puts us in a position to process information quickly and assess whether there is danger or not. To this day, that can be about vital.

But judging also has a negative and destructive power that has fun criticizing and devaluing other people. Anyone who has ever been wrongly judged by others knows how hurtful that can be.

In most cases in which we judge others, we know far too little about a person, about their respective life situation, about their fears and about the real background, so the question arises as to whether we can really judge someone fairly.

The forum rules say:
  • Be respectful of others, and their opinions.
    • Disrespect will not be tolerated on this forum. Try to have constructive conversations without resorting to name-calling or insults.
  • Be thoughtful and critical.
    • Take care of what details you decide to share.
  • Use the search feature.
    • Your question has very likely already been answered many times before.

Those who study medicine with us are preparing for a position as a doctor.
Medical studies last a little over six years and end with the state examination. This is followed by the specialist training, which lasts another 5 years.
Medical school is one of the most difficult courses.

Professions with medicine / medical professions are without medical studies like for example:
physiotherapists, occupational therapists, medical assistants, health and nursing assistants, alternative practitioners, speech therapists, nurse or paramedic. You don't need a degree to care for children or the elderly either.

To get to the end. I appreciate this forum very much. We have a chance to discuss suicide.
Everyone makes an effort to help the others as best they can. Everyone is allowed to be themselves without judging others or forcing them to do anything. We can use the forum to vent, talk to like-minded people, exchange experiences, etc. It's also inevitable that a conversation will degenerate from time to time. But please if possible in compliance with the forum rules. It can't be that hard!?
 
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