elliottsmith
Member
- Jan 4, 2025
- 7
My own father threw me to the ground and the only person I thought I could trust,helped him,I never wanted to die as much as I did right now.
To be fair I always have had my mental problems.For hell's sake I'm autistic,but damn I made everyone cry in a single night,I never felt so suicidal...
I wish I could die right now,I've been planning my death for more than a month,but now I've got to go for good,I hope that after I'm gone they will stop the involuntary hospitalization bs,this dream won't ever be achieved but what am I if not a dreamer?!
Hell,I will leave my parents for good and I will off myself,don't get me wrong,it is not an impulsive thing,I wanted to do it for the longest time,but hell did the psychiatrist and my well meaning family,made it easier?!
I really hope you guys find whatever it is that you are looking for,I'll just buy my SN and face whathever it is that's to live in the afterlife,I don't have to buy from DMC or anything,you can buy it easily here,thank you guys for all the information and for all the comfort provided I really hope we all will be ok,today I've made my decision,may God forgive us!
To be fair I always have had my mental problems.For hell's sake I'm autistic,but damn I made everyone cry in a single night,I never felt so suicidal...
I wish I could die right now,I've been planning my death for more than a month,but now I've got to go for good,I hope that after I'm gone they will stop the involuntary hospitalization bs,this dream won't ever be achieved but what am I if not a dreamer?!
Hell,I will leave my parents for good and I will off myself,don't get me wrong,it is not an impulsive thing,I wanted to do it for the longest time,but hell did the psychiatrist and my well meaning family,made it easier?!
I really hope you guys find whatever it is that you are looking for,I'll just buy my SN and face whathever it is that's to live in the afterlife,I don't have to buy from DMC or anything,you can buy it easily here,thank you guys for all the information and for all the comfort provided I really hope we all will be ok,today I've made my decision,may God forgive us!
