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deathoverlife

deathoverlife

life is fleeting.....
Oct 8, 2018
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hello all

Am all set for my final exit now. got every thing I need. installation is complete and i have done a test run a while ago...I can still feel the dizziness ans light head ness.

Now i am confident..am going to be successes in my attempt :)

I have set the flow meter at 15 lpm.. and started my stop watch...i dint feel any difference till about 30 sec.. Then I realised the flow was lil low so adjusted it above 15 lpm almost around 20 LPm. post 1 min I started feeling dizzy I went on till 1:30 sec thats when i felt i might pass out and took away the mask...i used the oxygen mask i have at home... the regular one..but for the final attempt i need to make sure it sticks to my face...

I dint feel any panic or suffocation ... yes the breathing was lil heavy..i assume it could be coz argon is a heavy gas than oxygen...

felt it was simple and smooth... I am relaxed now that everything will go as planned..glad my last 36 hrs on this planet will go without worrying about failing the attempt...

I received the tank on Friday and by Saturday evening everything was set..since them am feeling so relieved and happy. very very happy. no grief..no pain...untouched by any negative emotions...

I had a lil issue when fixing the hose pipe and clamping it..had to get some external help. A silicone spray would have been handy...but I didn't have the time to order it
Wasn't confident on how to use the flow meter..but it was simple first the pressure regulator needs to be fixed then the flow meter..switch on the cylinder and the metal ball in flow pipe will start raising... let it rise till 15 Lpm ( personally, I am gonna keep the flow at 20Lmp.

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Limbo

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You should be passing out within 20 seconds. Something isnt right if you arent. Set it to a higher pressure. The gas needs to expell co2 and oxygen from the bag.
 
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scales

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This is very informative, thank you for the detailed information! I hope you succeed in your goals.
 
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Limbo

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This is advice for everyone. Following 15lpm from the exit guide is the equivalent of following the cooking times from recipes. It never works. Trial and error people. Use your head, its not difficult.
 
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Why did you put the flow meter when you have pressure regulator?
 
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deathoverlife

life is fleeting.....
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You should be passing out within 20 seconds. Something isnt right if you arent. Set it to a higher pressure. The gas needs to expell co2 and oxygen from the bag.
Reason could be the flow..and I was using a regular oxygen mask...that could also be a reason...
 
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deathoverlife

deathoverlife

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This is very informative, thank you for the detailed information! I hope you succeed in your goals.
Thank you :) Was anxious till i did the test run...pretty confident about it now
 
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Anon1337

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Oct 1, 2018
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Good luck.
 
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Trashcan

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Thank you for sharing and I'm happy for you. It must be a huge relief knowing that you can find peace.
 
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Sep 17, 2018
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Best of luck to you. Not gonna lie...feeling jealous.
 
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invisiblycrippled

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Temporary solutions to a permanent problem.
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You need to use an exit bag. An oxygen mask is unsuitable.
 
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invisiblycrippled

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Why did you put the flow meter when you have pressure regulator?
The correct setup uses either a pressure regulator + an additional flow meter, or a regulator with integrated flow meter.
How else would you determine the correct flow of 15l/min?
 
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Donna

Donna

Feeling so deep become our graves
Oct 5, 2018
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He posted at 1 pm I'm wondering if he succeeded.Rest in peace if you made it ..
 
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starcrossedfate

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Sep 24, 2018
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Safe travels, deathoverlife.
 
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open skyes

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Oct 10, 2018
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He posted at 1 pm I'm wondering if he succeeded.Rest in peace if you made it ..
I think she said it's a trial run and she will ctb in a couple of hours
 
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invisiblycrippled

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Thank you and I put He meant to put she ..
You can edit your posts for a few hours after posting under the "tools" button, in case your aren't aware.
 
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deathoverlife

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He posted at 1 pm I'm wondering if he succeeded.Rest in peace if you made it ..
hey donna...

am still around..have some time before I ctb:)
 
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You can edit your posts for a few hours after posting under the "tools" button, in case your aren't aware.
Yeah I did not know this , I also get my threads wrong to .Thank you again
 
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sophie:3

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Pardon, could I ask, do you live alone? Gas in the room is dangerous for everyone who could be there...
 
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Good luck on your journey to peace.
 
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Wish you the eternal bliss of nothingness, brother!
 
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deathoverlife

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Pardon, could I ask, do you live alone? Gas in the room is dangerous for everyone who could be there...
i don't live alone...but i have situation under control..
Thanks for the concern :)
 
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Limbo

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Pardon, could I ask, do you live alone? Gas in the room is dangerous for everyone who could be there...

a tank of nitrogen wont kill anyone in a car, let alone a room.
 
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crova

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Oct 7, 2018
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Reason could be the flow..and I was using a regular oxygen mask...that could also be a reason...
Are you sure you want to use oxygen mask? You might never get it seal well around your mouth and nose. You may lose conscience after a couple minutes [instead 10second ] and live long enough to empty your tank but still be alive..
 
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deathoverlife

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Are you sure you want to use oxygen mask? You might never get it seal well around your mouth and nose. You may lose conscience after a couple minutes [instead 10second ] and live long enough to empty your tank but still be alive..
nope i dropped that idea...will go with bag.. need to make it...i will
 
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