My therapist is making it horribly more difficult to ctb

[Rachel]

I've been passed down from therapist to therapist and none of them seemed to want/know how to deal with me. Like they made me feel like I was beyond repair. I was just about to give up on therapy when I found a suicide therapist. And he's actually so kind. He only charged me $20 instead of his usual $180. He tells me he cares for me and that he'll be there with me every step of the way. I took a while before I did, but I can talk about SUICIDE with him which I would of never imagined doing with any mental health worker. Hes a good guy. He he had a nephew who killed himself and he teared up as he told me, and he said he didn't want me to die. Ughhh...I'm extremely thankful but it's hard to ctb

 

[GeorgeEastman]

Seems like it's all a big test.

We all have those faces that stare at us like puppy dogs when we think of leaving them. This therapist is one of your puppy dogs. When I was a kid, I liked dogs. Now I hate them. It's only a matter of time before I'll make the connection and then all hope will be lost, or gained in terms of getting to the grave.

 

[JazzyWolfWhistle]

Maybe he can help you find a reason to live. What if movies, books, or video games was enough of a reason to live for? If you haven't you brain damaged yourself from a suicide attempt you could step away from this website and spend your time just watching movies, reading books, or playing games. I wish I had that choice. Suicide is hard.

 

[Made4TV]

This is similar to my situation. Both my therapist and psychiatrist are amazing. And both have choked up at the thought of me ctb. Makes it so hard. Finally have good mental health care. I can't/don't want to (?) throw it away. I can't really afford it though.

 

[Final Escape]

I've been passed down from therapist to therapist and none of them seemed to want/know how to deal with me. Like they made me feel like I was beyond repair. I was just about to give up on therapy when I found a suicide therapist. And he's actually so kind. He only charged me $20 instead of his usual $180. He tells me he cares for me and that he'll be there with me every step of the way. I took a while before I did, but I can talk about SUICIDE with him which I would of never imagined doing with any mental health worker. Hes a good guy. He he had a nephew who killed himself and he teared up as he told me, and he said he didn't want me to die. Ughhh...I'm extremely thankful but it's hard to ctb

What a caring man :) it is nice to see a genuinely caring therapist.

 

[Schopenhauer]

But you have to address the prior reasons for your death wish. Otherwise you may go on living a worthless, negative life. I'm living proof.