My suicide plan

[Braindead Atheist]

You guys my adhd is so bad. I can't seem to do any job and my being overwhelmed an my bad working memory makes me untrainable. I get fired, bullied or demoted everywhere I go. I can't take this much longer. I recently developed bulimia and I know that can kill if I work hard enough at it. I hope to be dead before I turn 30 (i'm 22 now.) I also picked some inedible berries if that doesn't work. I'm surprised I didn't think of these resources before. This life is pointless suffering to no end, I deserve better even if that means an eternal oblivion. I know nothing but harsh reality and being told to shut up and move on. I posted my story somewhere on this site, if you're interested go to my content.

I'm looking forward to the relief of ctb.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I had some older friends, a couple, at one point in my life. They're both deceased now. The woman used to babysit me when I was young. They had a retarded son. I mean REALLY retarded. He had Downs Syndrome. He couldn't talk, or write, or take care of himself in any way, shape , or form. I've read your writings. You're certainly not retarded. I understand it's a word you use to describe yourself, how you feel you are. Frankly, though, it's a little demeaning to those who actually are. And the ones who are, who really are? Well, they certainly got a messed up life through no fault of their own. You already give yourself 8 years for things to get better. Maybe they will. Who knows? I'd stay away from the berries. They'll just make you sick(er). ADHD, bad memory, pcos, and bulimia does not equal retardation. Just my 2 cents and all I will be offering here.

 

[Dear Agony]

As someone who's had bulimia for 4 years, please get out while you can. I had the same mentality as you at first, but not only did it not kill me (and I don't think it will so soon anyways) it's the #1 reason I want to die now; it ruined my life to an irreversible extent.

 

[FuneralCry]

I know that this life can be unbearable when you are suffering so much and I'm sorry that you have to deal with all of this. Life really is so cruel and unfair, I personally prefer the sound of eternal nothingness to living a miserable existence for many more decades. Life really is so pointless, to me it seems to be suffering for the sake of it. I wish you the best in whatever happens and I hope you find what you are looking for.

 

[Braindead Atheist]

I know that this life can be unbearable when you are suffering so much and I'm sorry that you have to deal with all of this. Life really is so cruel and unfair, I personally prefer the sound of eternal nothingness to living a miserable existence for many more decades. Life really is so pointless, to me it seems to be suffering for the sake of it. I wish you the best in whatever happens and I hope you find what you are looking for.

i need a brain and for bad stuff to stop happening to me. i'm looking for an end to my suffering and suicide looks to be my only option.