Venting my room looks like absolute shit

[hot]

I can't clean it up. I can't. I don't have the energy. It used to be such a simple task when I was mentally well. It was so easy. I just can't do it anymore.

 

[Cyber4ngel!]

i feel you sm. I can't even bring myself to put clothes in the washing machine or clean the simplest things. Just know you're not alone, and you're not less or worse of a person for struggling. It's not laziness

 

[AbusedInnocent]

I'd clean your room myself if I could, my floor is covered in cat hair and my desk is dusty but I just don't bother anymore, not like anyone enters my room anyway.

 

[pain6batch9]

I have to clean the mess when I see it. I have no choice. OCD tells me to. If I don't it burns into my consciousness like a spike heated in a furnace.

 

[hot]

and you're not less or worse of a person for struggling. It's not laziness

Tysm, you too. I wish you only the best.

I'd clean your room myself if I could

omg thats so kind haha
but I would be incredibly embarrassed because it is incredibly bad. my entire wardrobe is on my floor lol

If I don't it burns into my consciousness like a spike heated in a furnace.

I understand. I have ocd too.

 

[Cyber4ngel!]

Tysm, you too. I wish you only the best.

I wish you the absolute best in the world. Please don't ever feel like you're gross bc ur not!!, my entire wardrobe is on the floor too, the floor is literally invisible at this point lol I'm sending you all my strength that i have left!!, hoping that you can find the energy to clean, even just a little. You've got this!!!!!!!! ur so so so so strong!!

 

[hot]

I wish you the absolute best in the world. Please don't ever feel like you're gross bc ur not!!, my entire wardrobe is on the floor too, the floor is literally invisible at this point lol I'm sending you all my strength that i have left!!, hoping that you can find the energy to clean, even just a little. You've got this!!!!!!!! ur so so so so strong!!

tysm, thats so cute

 

[Raven2]

I clean my room and its tidy for a day, the mess just builds up ever so quickly. Clothes washing I only manage to do once I literally have no clean clothes left.

 

[nir]

I clean my room and its tidy for a day, the mess just builds up ever so quickly. Clothes washing I only manage to do once I literally have no clean clothes left.

I feel this. My room is horrible ---> I clean and clean ---> it becomes clean and I think to myself "wow, I should never let it get dirty again!" ---> it inevitably gets dirty again ---> repeat :(

 

[Raven2]

I feel this. My room is horrible ---> I clean and clean ---> it becomes clean and I think to myself "wow, I should never let it get dirty again!" ---> it inevitably gets dirty again ---> repeat :(

Can definitely relate. I've got a habit of snacking on food in bed so my bedside cabinet it's always got wrappers all over it!

 

[nir]

Can definitely relate. I've got a habit of snacking on food in bed so my bedside cabinet it's always got wrappers all over it!

literally reading this as I snack in bed...with wrappers all over the place... we are the same person, lol!