My reasons for committing suicide so young.

[ash.h]

I've been planning my departure for some time for many reasons. I am a transgender male (ftm). I have severe dysphoria it is crippling. I won't be able to medically transition for years. I have no reason to keep going. I have autism aswell, life is so hard just trying to stay afloat.

Death will be a luxury, a reward of sorts. I just want to quietly slip away in my bed, listening to music and knowing my pain is over..

I'll be cuddling my stuffed Animal and drifting away.

 

[Al_stargate]

I'm sorry you're dealing with this. I can't imagine how you feel. Can I ask you how old are you? You seem really young.

 

[ash.h]

I'm sorry you're dealing with this. I can't imagine how you feel. Can I ask you how old are you? You seem really young.

Im a Teen

 

[Al_stargate]

I'm sorry you wanna die so young. You should experience and enjoy life to the fullest like every human should.

 

[ash.h]

I'm sorry you wanna die so young. You should experience and enjoy life to the fullest like every human should

Hahaha enjoy life! Pfft

 

[SexyIncél]

I'm deeply, deeply sorry for your pain. You are a teenager, apparently 18 or below. If so, you found a way around the age-restrictions on this site. We can not assist you in dying.

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't really think that there is anything enjoyable about being trapped in a situation of constant suffering, it confuses me why those people are even on suicide discussions in the first place when they come on here to post their toxic positivity.
But I've also always seen death as being a reward, the thought of being free from this awful world is the only thing that comforts me. It's just so unfair how there isn't an option for us to just peacefully pass away, to me there is nothing more ideal than the thought of never waking again.

 

[ash.h]

I don't really think that there is anything enjoyable about being trapped in a situation of constant suffering, it confuses me why those people are even on suicide discussions in the first place when they come on here to post their toxic positivity.
But I've also always seen death as being a reward, the thought of being free from this awful world is the only thing that comforts me. It's just so unfair how there isn't an option for us to just peacefully pass away, to me there is nothing more ideal than the thought of never waking again.

I'm on the exact same page. If someone is truly suffering let them go.

 

[epic]

Hey I feel sorry for the way you feel and you have my sympathies but If you are under 18 please leave the forum .

 

[Lost in a Dream]

Im a Teen

Hopefully you're at least 18 or 19 or we can't help you or offer you advice around here. I'm sorry it has to be that way, but this site already has enough problems from people trying to shut us down for allegedly "helping minors commit suicide" which isn't the goal at all.

I'm sorry you're hurting so much, but I would suggest leaving temporarily and coming back when you are 18. It's just better for everyone because you won't get banned and we won't get shut down. I wish you the best of luck no matter what happens.

 

[martina]

We can talk about this baby. I'm trans as well, i know the struggle of dysphoria and how crushing it can feel. I don't know if you'll ever find this, especially because your account is banned now, but just know I care

 

[looking_for_peace]

We can talk about this baby. I'm trans as well, i know the struggle of dysphoria and how crushing it can feel. I don't know if you'll ever find this, especially because your account is banned now, but just know I care

guessing they were banned for implying they were underage. hopefully he finds the help he needs.

 

[martina]

guessing they were banned for implying they were underage. hopefully he finds the help he needs.

yeah he mentioned being a teen, which is a big nono here understandably so. but i hope he's doing fine, really

 

[martina]

I sent resources on trans mental health before doing the ban

alright, that's great. thank you