My plan

[yellowjasmine88]

As soon as some practical things are organised, I have a plan B to life.

In case my condition (extreme anxiety and pains) doesn't get better, I plan to overdose on opioids. This will be in two months approximately, around February.

I'll keep this post simple, and if you care to share, let us know what are your thoughts and your plans?

Thanks for this website,

Sincerely

 

[FuneralCry]

For me, I know I will ctb eventually no matter what. I refuse to suffer for decades. I want nothing to do with life. I think I will leave when things inevitably get worse for me and I get desperate. Suicide is very difficult after all. If it was easier I would already be gone. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.

 

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As soon as some practical things are organised, I have a plan B to life.

In case my condition (extreme anxiety and pains) doesn't get better, I plan to overdose on opioids. This will be in two months approximately, around February.

I'll keep this post simple, and if you care to share, let us know what are your thoughts and your plans?

Thanks for this website,

Sincerely

ODing basically never works, opioids make it a little more likely. If you're not seriously attached to this method then my advice would be to choose something at least more lethal if not less painful too.

If you're absolutely sure that you want to CTB then I'd pick a more reliable, lethal method other than taking a bunch of pills. You're more likely to just destroy your internal organs and be in an even worse situation health wise and in your personal life than you were before the attempt.

I mean when I CTB I wanna make sure I'm sent to oblivion, not end up hooked up to machines in hospital in agony with organ failure.

 

[yellowjasmine88]

ODing basically never works, opioids make it a little more likely. If you're not seriously attached to this method then my advice would be to choose something at least more lethal if not less painful too.

If you're absolutely sure that you want to CTB then I'd pick a more reliable, lethal method other than taking a bunch of pills. You're more likely to just destroy your internal organs and be in an even worse situation health wise and in your personal life than you were before the attempt.

I mean when I CTB I wanna make sure I'm sent to oblivion, not end up hooked up to machines in hospital in agony with organ failure.

Ive thought about it long and hard, but don't know what else to do - charcoal in a tent is likely to fail and get you brain damage, hanging is too difficult and I don't think I can do it right, sn is not available to me, and train and jumping just scare me and also involve innocents that I don't want to traumatise.. slashing wrists is beyond my ability of self control needed to succeed and what else is there..? If you have any suggestions I will be very very grateful!
Really, a gun would be optimal o.O

 

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Ive thought about it long and hard, but don't know what else to do - charcoal in a tent is likely to fail and get you brain damage, hanging is too difficult and I don't think I can do it right, sn is not available to me, and train and jumping just scare me and also involve innocents that I don't want to traumatise.. slashing wrists is beyond my ability of self control needed to succeed and what else is there..? If you have any suggestions I will be very very grateful!
Really, a gun would be optimal o.O

N is the gold standard if there's any way you can get that.

I can't really recommend because it has to be something that feels right for you. For example if I lived in America, I'd just put a shotgun in my mouth and aim it at my brainstem and would've done this years ago without a second thought but to a lot of people that would be one of the worst and scariest methods to go. To me it would be the easiest.

Stick around and you'll see various methods until you find one that is more lethal, more painless and feels right to you. There's various "megathreads" for different methods if you use the search bar.

I would've posted the resource thread that was at the top of the forum with all the different megathreads for all the different methods but it's not there for me now so I can't link it.

 

[yellowjasmine88]

N is the gold standard if there's any way you can get that.

I can't really recommend because it has to be something that feels right for you. For example if I lived in America, I'd just put a shotgun in my mouth and aim it at my brainstem and would've done this years ago without a second thought but to a lot of people that would be one of the worst and scariest methods to go. To me it would be the easiest.

Stick around and you'll see various methods until you find one that is more lethal and feels right to you. There's various "megathreads" for different methods if you use the search bar.

I would've posted the resource thread that was at the top of the forum with all the different megathreads for all the different methods but it's not there for me now so I can't link it.

Thanks a lot, I'll have a think and a search, I appreciate your perspective and posts!