My plan and help

[ojinzo]

My updated ID should arrive soon which will allow me to book a hotel room. The N I ordered will never arrive, SN requires too many unattainable ingredients ( which pisses me off when people say it's an easy method, yet it requires three to four additional medications), and I simply don't understand gas methods. I just don't.

I plan to enter the hotel with thick plastic bags, handcuffs, a rope, and knife ( the rope is for partial if my plastic bag suffocation falls) and the knife is my second backup to commit seppuku if the other two methods fail. I'm committed to not leave that hotel room alive.

Can anyone think of any other methods I can try in there? Pm if necessary. Thanks

 

[MidnightDream]

You sound like you're prepared! Are you worried about SI at all? Particularly with suffocation and seppuku, I wonder if you have anything in place to help with that. Wishing you lots of luck on your journey

 

[FuneralCry]

I guess that with methods all that anyone can do is look at the resources on here and decide what is best. Ctb really is so unnecessarily difficult and complicated and it's just so unfair how it's this hard to leave this life behind. We should all be able to die peacefully if that is what we want. I'm sorry that you are unable to have your preferred method. I wish you peace and freedom from suffering.

 

[ojinzo]

You sound like you're prepared! Are you worried about SI at all? Particularly with suffocation and seppuku, I wonder if you have anything in place to help with that. Wishing you lots of luck on your journey

I am worried about si. I just pray I can do it. People have accomplished these methods. I hope I can be one of them

 

[Nanako]

Many have succeeded with SN despite not taking any of the other meds needed for it. I'll be doing the same.

 

[AliceTheGoon]

Many have succeeded with SN despite not taking any of the other meds needed for it. I'll be doing the same.

Yeah I can't image that disemboweling oneself is easier than puking up a shot of SN solution and drinking another.

 

[Nanako]

Yeah I can't image that disemboweling oneself is easier than puking up a shot of SN solution and drinking another.

I'm almost 100% sure 3 doses of SN are enough to get the job done, even if you vomit all 3.

 

[lumos_maxima]

Ojinzo,
Do u want to hang yourself with a plastic bag or just use a bag and handcuffs?

 

[ojinzo]

Ojinzo,
Do u want to hang yourself with a plastic bag or just use a bag and handcuffs?

I pm'd you

 

[jodes2]

My updated ID should arrive soon which will allow me to book a hotel room. The N I ordered will never arrive, SN requires too many unattainable ingredients ( which pisses me off when people say it's an easy method, yet it requires three to four additional medications), and I simply don't understand gas methods. I just don't.

I plan to enter the hotel with thick plastic bags, handcuffs, a rope, and knife ( the rope is for partial if my plastic bag suffocation falls) and the knife is my second backup to commit seppuku if the other two methods fail. I'm committed to not leave that hotel room alive.

Can anyone think of any other methods I can try in there? Pm if necessary. Thanks

SN only needs one medication - an antiemetic, and I can give you the source for that or SN if you tell me what you need. Please don't commit seppaku - or try to suffocate yourself with a plastic bag, you'll tear it off I guarantee.

 

[ojinzo]

SN only needs one medication - an antiemetic, and I can give you the source for that or SN if you tell me what you need. Please don't commit seppaku - or try to suffocate yourself with a plastic bag, you'll tear it off I guarantee.

I don't know what I need tbh. I'm scared of feeling my insides burn. However, I'm interested in the sources. Perhaps, pm me and I can do research to assess whether I think it's painless. Thanks for the help

 

[Hollowillow]

My updated ID should arrive soon which will allow me to book a hotel room. The N I ordered will never arrive, SN requires too many unattainable ingredients ( which pisses me off when people say it's an easy method, yet it requires three to four additional medications), and I simply don't understand gas methods. I just don't.

I plan to enter the hotel with thick plastic bags, handcuffs, a rope, and knife ( the rope is for partial if my plastic bag suffocation falls) and the knife is my second backup to commit seppuku if the other two methods fail. I'm committed to not leave that hotel room alive.

Can anyone think of any other methods I can try in there? Pm if necessary. Thanks

Aw I wanted to be friends. Book for 2 days & not bother you? Then I'd try partial first?

Wow sepuku! but the gut stabbing is probably a symbolic apology & requires the decapitation to actually die?... I hope the rope will do the job.

Best wishes for peace *hugs*

SN only needs one medication - an antiemetic, and I can give you the source for that or SN if you tell me what you need. Please don't commit seppaku - or try to suffocate yourself with a plastic bag, you'll tear it off I guarantee.

I tried the plastic bag. So hot & humid it was like drowning... Awful. Had no gas.