So my method so far is partial hanging with a bath robe in my dorm room closet the metal rod where people would hang clothes on. When I stand next to the rod it's about shoulder height. I'm wondering if I should do this in my college dorm room, or should I do it at home and traumatize my family? I'm thinking of putting a blanket over myself too, while I attempt and maybe with a stuffed animal. Should I do one of those scheduled messages that will send after if it would work so people can find my body? Also what knot should I use, should I use a slip knot or a noose? Considering it's not full suspension hanging? Also is it the carotid arteries where I put the rope and just kneel down putting pressure on my neck? Should I try and get my hands on a rope or is the bath robe tie enough? Idk if I can get my hands on a rope considering my family can probably see what I buy for reasons and I think they would know what it would be for. Also how long would it take to pass out and then die? What would the consequences be if I backed out or fail? How do I get rid of the guilt and SI? I'm afraid of the eternal void or hell.
