UninformedLover
"Don't mess with The Amazing Spider-Man!"
- Nov 12, 2019
- 322
I don't get why my parents treated me badly as a child, and even now, to this day. When I see children, I look at them and see how fragile and precious they are, and I often wonder how someone could hurt someone like that. How much of an awful person am I that my parents must treat me this way? I don't get it. It's not like I forced them to have kids. If they knew they didn't want kids, they should have worn a condom and practiced safe sex. And then they had one kid and for some reason decided to have another, knowing that not only did they have relationship problems, they both knew deep down they hated me, so why have another child?
My mom used to be me all the time for any and every little thing. I remember one day, after my mom beat me, she dragged me across the house and threw cups of cold water on me before forcing me to sleep on the floor. I remember praying to God for someone to come save me, and no one did. Today, even now, I am still that scared little girl that I was all those years ago. Except now I can barely function because everything that happened to me as a kid is affecting me now, on top of everything else that is going on in my fucking stupid ass life. And it's not like my dad didn't know my mom would beat me and verbally abuse me. And even if I gave him the benefit of the doubt, he also knew that my mom became a drug addict during my teenage years, and instead of making my sister and I live with him in the house that he owns, he just let us suffer for some unknown reason. Technically, he is the lesser of the two evils, but sometimes I feel like he is more evil because he knew. His ass knew, and he didn't do anything. Anything substantial. And there is no excuse good enough for why he didn't take my sister and I. He's the parent, so he should have just figured it tf out. I know that if I had a child and the other parent was treating my kid like shit, even if they just yelled at them one time, I'm doing everything in my power to make sure that never ever happens again. What a fucking piece of garbage.
Why did they do this to me? Out of everyone in the whole world why me? They don't even do half the stuff they do to me to the family members who've actually done some fucked up shit to them. I have never done anything to them ever to warrant anything they've ever done to me, and yet they just treat me so awful. They honestly just ruined my entire life forever. I'm so damaged and broken that no matter how hard I try, I can't pick up the pieces. I can not wait to kill myself because I can not take this shit anymore. I just spend all my time crying because I'm being haunted by ts so bad.
god i fucking hate my parents so much if I had it in me I think I would actually just kill them Idec how fucked up it sounds. They have done some fucked up shit to me and just destroyed any chance I had of being a productive member of society.
My mom used to be me all the time for any and every little thing. I remember one day, after my mom beat me, she dragged me across the house and threw cups of cold water on me before forcing me to sleep on the floor. I remember praying to God for someone to come save me, and no one did. Today, even now, I am still that scared little girl that I was all those years ago. Except now I can barely function because everything that happened to me as a kid is affecting me now, on top of everything else that is going on in my fucking stupid ass life. And it's not like my dad didn't know my mom would beat me and verbally abuse me. And even if I gave him the benefit of the doubt, he also knew that my mom became a drug addict during my teenage years, and instead of making my sister and I live with him in the house that he owns, he just let us suffer for some unknown reason. Technically, he is the lesser of the two evils, but sometimes I feel like he is more evil because he knew. His ass knew, and he didn't do anything. Anything substantial. And there is no excuse good enough for why he didn't take my sister and I. He's the parent, so he should have just figured it tf out. I know that if I had a child and the other parent was treating my kid like shit, even if they just yelled at them one time, I'm doing everything in my power to make sure that never ever happens again. What a fucking piece of garbage.
Why did they do this to me? Out of everyone in the whole world why me? They don't even do half the stuff they do to me to the family members who've actually done some fucked up shit to them. I have never done anything to them ever to warrant anything they've ever done to me, and yet they just treat me so awful. They honestly just ruined my entire life forever. I'm so damaged and broken that no matter how hard I try, I can't pick up the pieces. I can not wait to kill myself because I can not take this shit anymore. I just spend all my time crying because I'm being haunted by ts so bad.
god i fucking hate my parents so much if I had it in me I think I would actually just kill them Idec how fucked up it sounds. They have done some fucked up shit to me and just destroyed any chance I had of being a productive member of society.
