Pomegranate
"To die is gain."
- Jan 21, 2022
- 78
My Dad is soon settling permanently overseas, leaving me, my mom, and two younger siblings. I do lots of the day to day stuff: scheduling appointments and rides, accompanying my mother, and translating for her, as well as filling out applications and simply keeping her company as she gets bored and lonely all the time. My middle sibling's relationship with mom is rocky, and it would be unfair to have my youngest sibling carry the whole burden. I just want to go: I don't want others to be happy at the expense of my own continued suffering. I know my life isn't worth much, and that I won't be affected by any of this once I ride away, but I feel so, so bad for my mom.