KleinerWolf
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- Apr 30, 2020
- 2,700
I'm not close to my parents,
we don't understand each other,
and we are not the same in essence.
Growing up they taught me no life skills,
spent very little time with me regarding activities or family bonding.
Our political opinions are the opposite,
they always aim to bring me down when I voice my unconventional "western-kissing-ass" views,
and the only support they gave me was financial.
and one time I had to discuss with my dad how much it actually costs overseas regarding food and rent.
My dad is kind of cheap but it is the way it is because Chinese yuan is weak and he works a 9-5 job.
During an old argument with him regarding financial support, I broke a glass dresser door in the hallway,
kicked a hole in the wall, cut my forearm and had to go to the hospital and have surgeons fix the 3 massive open wound cut across. It became scars later on of course.
You would probably think I'm a brat, in fact I am. perhaps not happy with middle class way of life, and that I thought there was a lot of incompetency,
I feel like I'm essentially neglected, if it weren't for the minimal financial support my dad gave me.
I know they are not abusing me physically or psychologically,
but the neglect factor is certainly there, for whatever reason.
I just couldn't figure out why.
and now that I'm struggling with immigration for the last decade,
they offered me zero practical support,
it was the impression "so terrible it doesn't work" "what can be done?"yada yada yada.
Like you wanna look after your parents, collect your welfare once you retire and stay comfortable in a community you are used to?
Fine,
I don't fucking need you.
I never had you play a significant role in my life anyway.
I have me, myself and I.
I also have potential refugee claim and sn.
but the neglect is laughable,
I don't know why I'm still alive.
It obviously isn't worth it given my circumstances.
Well, if refugee claim fails and sn becomes my last resort,
there's nothing more to be said,
and I'll be finally getting somewhere.
we don't understand each other,
and we are not the same in essence.
Growing up they taught me no life skills,
spent very little time with me regarding activities or family bonding.
Our political opinions are the opposite,
they always aim to bring me down when I voice my unconventional "western-kissing-ass" views,
and the only support they gave me was financial.
and one time I had to discuss with my dad how much it actually costs overseas regarding food and rent.
My dad is kind of cheap but it is the way it is because Chinese yuan is weak and he works a 9-5 job.
During an old argument with him regarding financial support, I broke a glass dresser door in the hallway,
kicked a hole in the wall, cut my forearm and had to go to the hospital and have surgeons fix the 3 massive open wound cut across. It became scars later on of course.
You would probably think I'm a brat, in fact I am. perhaps not happy with middle class way of life, and that I thought there was a lot of incompetency,
I feel like I'm essentially neglected, if it weren't for the minimal financial support my dad gave me.
I know they are not abusing me physically or psychologically,
but the neglect factor is certainly there, for whatever reason.
I just couldn't figure out why.
and now that I'm struggling with immigration for the last decade,
they offered me zero practical support,
it was the impression "so terrible it doesn't work" "what can be done?"yada yada yada.
Like you wanna look after your parents, collect your welfare once you retire and stay comfortable in a community you are used to?
Fine,
I don't fucking need you.
I never had you play a significant role in my life anyway.
I have me, myself and I.
I also have potential refugee claim and sn.
but the neglect is laughable,
I don't know why I'm still alive.
It obviously isn't worth it given my circumstances.
Well, if refugee claim fails and sn becomes my last resort,
there's nothing more to be said,
and I'll be finally getting somewhere.
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