My own suicide thoughts

[DeathSkullDude1]

Does anyone else feel like they are a burden to others? That no one else cares? And you feel like everything you do including breathing is a chore? that's how i'm feeling.

 

[beyondgone]

Absolutely mate you are not alone feeling like this, anyone only cares when you're dead and even then it's because they feel guilty for not having noticed the signs sooner

 

[divinemistress36]

Yes, I"m 36 years old and have to rely on my parents to help me like a teenager. All I do is lay around all day and contribute nothing

 

[lizzywizzy09]

Yes. But the ones I'm a burden to are partially responsible for my health issues that make me this way. Lesson to all: an ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure.

 

[Onelegman]

Same as divinemistress36. Although thanks to my disability I steal €700 a month from the state, screw you government

 

[DeathSkullDude1]

Absolutely mate you are not alone feeling like this, anyone only cares when you're dead and even then it's because they feel guilty for not having noticed the signs sooner

yeah unfortunately i don't think anyone saw the signs for a lot of famous people like Chester, Chris and Robin. It seemed like no one really cared about them until after their death.

Yes, I"m 36 years old and have to rely on my parents to help me like a teenager. All I do is lay around all day and contribute nothing

that's pretty much me as well except i do some things like walking dogs, washing dished and vacuuming the house. well actually i do have a job. but i have to force myself to do it and i don't like the job. i just want to escape it all.
I often pray to the universe, god, or whatever you believe to take me in my sleep. I often wake up thinking why am I still here.

 

[sugarh1gh]

I used to think I was a burden when my parents were paying the bills and fees, but now I am a grown up and have to take care about my own bills. I am burden to myself.

But I still believe there is no one in my life who "cares" about me. At least, not enough to hold me here. I am sick of people saying they are here for me, they support me, and I have strength to continue life. I really don't right now and probably need help. But they can't or won't.

Sleeping is a definitly a chore for me. It's so hard to fall a sleep and I don't want to wake up.

 

[DeathSkullDude1]

I used to think I was a burden when my parents were paying the bills and fees, but now I am a grown up and have to take care about my own bills. I am burden to myself.

But I still believe there is no one in my life who "cares" about me. At least, not enough to hold me here. I am sick of people saying they are here for me, they support me, and I have strength to continue life. I really don't right now and probably need help. But they can't or won't.

Sleeping is a definitly a chore for me. It's so hard to fall a sleep and I don't want to wake up.

Yeah I hate people like that when they say they're here for me and if you need to talk please reach out but when you do, they ignore you and treat you like chop liver. that's how i'm feeling. And I too just want to fall asleep and never wake up.
they only "care" after you're dead.