Buckle up because this is a fucking ridiculous story in all honesty
So I used to post obsessive stuff on Reddit because of my OCD and autism, used to post a collage of me and two other guys nonstop asking what makes them better looking than me, this discord group caught wind of it and the main guy charmed me into joining, off the bat they seemed like bizarre trolls who just reveled in my suffering but I stayed anyways cuz they were unique and funny sometimes and I'm fucking lonely and I don't think it's possible anyway that I'll ever find friends that actually respect me
Fast forward a couple years they came to my town, I knew they was planning to do an "antic" on me but they deliberately kept me in the dark about it, everyone in the server, not one person told me what they was gunna do, four of them two being my main tormentors in that group came to my town at 10pm and I had to sneak out or they said they were gunna just show up at my house (they know where I live), we made a campfire at the local park and I got paralytic drunk cuz I was so stressed so one of them had to walk me home whilst I stumbled, next day they set up at a stand handing out these professionally made but obviously satirical leaflets shaming the other two guys from my collage and a few of their friends, I left out of stress and one of their mum's caught wind and stormed over and ripped the stand down, then they all just left town and disbanded and that was it, for like a week or two my parents were being bombarded with nonstop messages from concerned friends and a couple of confused parents of the guys involved, fast forward to winter the police suddenly turned up at my home and I was arrested and I had to spend a Friday night in a cell and my parents stayed at the station all night, the two guys from my collage got the police involved because of it
I left the server some point after but the main guy ended up creating a convincing account of a woman in my area and I regrettably fell for it and he revealed it was him and asked me to join and I fucking did, they said they are planning another meetup and somehow coerced me into telling the dates when my parents are going on vacation together, now they've planned the meetup this time for 5 days and a whole range of activities such as flying a glider, going to the spa my mum works at, escape rooms, falconry and visiting a lot of restaurants, they know I'm agoraphobic and they know my mental issues and how much I struggle with car journeys in particular, but they said they won't tolerate any hysterics regarding that
and the worst part, they're expecting me to pay fucking Ā£600 as part of this antic, everyone else is supposedly chipping in too because of how expensive this antic apparently is, I only get Ā£800 via disability benefits this will leave me half broke for the rest of the month which has happened before and is fucking horrible
I just don't feel there's any option, my parents will undoubtedly find out about this and it will ruin their holiday, I've already ruined so much shit for them because of my mental illness and I can't deal with the guilt of ruining another vacation for them, it will fucking consume me, but if I go to the police fuck knows what these guys will do, they have legitimate dirt on me or could at least just make me out as some pedo or something which will be successful because my town already thinks I'm pretty weird anyways, it's happening on the 15th this month and I feel like I'm just completely backed into a corner with no other genuine options, I'm truly fucked no matter what I do, and all because I'm so fucking lonely and excluded that I'm willing to take obvious abuse if it means I'm part of something
So I used to post obsessive stuff on Reddit because of my OCD and autism, used to post a collage of me and two other guys nonstop asking what makes them better looking than me, this discord group caught wind of it and the main guy charmed me into joining, off the bat they seemed like bizarre trolls who just reveled in my suffering but I stayed anyways cuz they were unique and funny sometimes and I'm fucking lonely and I don't think it's possible anyway that I'll ever find friends that actually respect me
Fast forward a couple years they came to my town, I knew they was planning to do an "antic" on me but they deliberately kept me in the dark about it, everyone in the server, not one person told me what they was gunna do, four of them two being my main tormentors in that group came to my town at 10pm and I had to sneak out or they said they were gunna just show up at my house (they know where I live), we made a campfire at the local park and I got paralytic drunk cuz I was so stressed so one of them had to walk me home whilst I stumbled, next day they set up at a stand handing out these professionally made but obviously satirical leaflets shaming the other two guys from my collage and a few of their friends, I left out of stress and one of their mum's caught wind and stormed over and ripped the stand down, then they all just left town and disbanded and that was it, for like a week or two my parents were being bombarded with nonstop messages from concerned friends and a couple of confused parents of the guys involved, fast forward to winter the police suddenly turned up at my home and I was arrested and I had to spend a Friday night in a cell and my parents stayed at the station all night, the two guys from my collage got the police involved because of it
I left the server some point after but the main guy ended up creating a convincing account of a woman in my area and I regrettably fell for it and he revealed it was him and asked me to join and I fucking did, they said they are planning another meetup and somehow coerced me into telling the dates when my parents are going on vacation together, now they've planned the meetup this time for 5 days and a whole range of activities such as flying a glider, going to the spa my mum works at, escape rooms, falconry and visiting a lot of restaurants, they know I'm agoraphobic and they know my mental issues and how much I struggle with car journeys in particular, but they said they won't tolerate any hysterics regarding that
and the worst part, they're expecting me to pay fucking Ā£600 as part of this antic, everyone else is supposedly chipping in too because of how expensive this antic apparently is, I only get Ā£800 via disability benefits this will leave me half broke for the rest of the month which has happened before and is fucking horrible
I just don't feel there's any option, my parents will undoubtedly find out about this and it will ruin their holiday, I've already ruined so much shit for them because of my mental illness and I can't deal with the guilt of ruining another vacation for them, it will fucking consume me, but if I go to the police fuck knows what these guys will do, they have legitimate dirt on me or could at least just make me out as some pedo or something which will be successful because my town already thinks I'm pretty weird anyways, it's happening on the 15th this month and I feel like I'm just completely backed into a corner with no other genuine options, I'm truly fucked no matter what I do, and all because I'm so fucking lonely and excluded that I'm willing to take obvious abuse if it means I'm part of something
