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Notforlong

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Sep 19, 2022
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It's currently 2:30am, I'm at a beach minutes away from my families old cottage. Some of my best childhood memories were spending time with my family here decades ago. I arrived about an hour ago, took 2mg of my favourite benzos (etizolam) and drank about 10 shots of vodka and just took in the scenery. It's currently -10c without the wind chill and in 20 minutes, I'm going to injest a large dose of Etonitazene along with a large dose of Fluclotizolam. I had initially planned for SN, but I changed my mind last minute. I just wanted to take a moment to thank the community for understanding when no one else would. This is truly a place I can speak my mind freely. I hope everyone finds peace and happiness in their lives in some way. 17 minute left now but I feel at peace and have come to terms with my choice.
 
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UtopianSoliloquies

UtopianSoliloquies

Act 3 Scene 1
Jan 21, 2023
63
Sorry to hear that it's come to this. The choice between life and death is an important one that often goes ignored, and you are brave for having chosen as you did. I wish you a peaceful trip. Goodbye.
 
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Notforlong

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Sep 19, 2022
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Sorry to hear that it's come to this. The choice between life and death is an important one that often goes ignored, and you are brave for having chosen as you did. I wish you a peaceful trip. Goodbye.
Thank you, I wish you all the best.
 
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StrawberryBlonde

StrawberryBlonde

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Dec 8, 2022
39
Sweetie, it's sad to see you go so early. I hope you will find eternal peace! Sending hugs!
 
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Notforlong

Member
Sep 19, 2022
47
Down the hatch, now time to go to sleep just one last time..
 
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Regen

I stay in my power
Aug 20, 2020
522
It seems, that you are in peace with your dicision. I am very happy for you, that you feel okay. Your pain will be over. I wish you never ending love and deep peace in eternity. May your transition be peaceful. The beach of your childhood sounds really wonderful. You go home friend.
 
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dreamscape1111

dreamscape1111

all is well
Feb 1, 2023
346
Now be silent. Leave this life consciously. Rather than death taking it away from you, relax your hold; don't be defeated by death, don't struggle. This is the end of a dream. You have lived a dream that you call life, a however many years dream. It is coming to an end. Within seconds you will be entering into another womb, into another dream. :heart:♾️
 
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Sparr0w

Sparr0w

please feed my pfp crumbs they are begging u
Jan 24, 2023
300
i wish you luck and peace, i hope all goes well :)
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,180
I hope you found peace. ❤
 
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Shivali

Shivali

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Jun 9, 2022
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Catlovergirl

Catlovergirl

Shan32- Suicide is only for the brave.
Oct 24, 2020
67
It's going to be alright love. I'm going home too will meet you that side. ROCK ON. Peace and love.
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
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Per ardua ad astra 💫🕊️🙏
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,428
Farewell, I hope that you found the freedom that you were looking for.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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I hope peace is now yours fellow traveler.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Sorry you were in so much pain. Rest now... It is over. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
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unattainable piscie

unattainable piscie

Loosing friends and people I care about :)
Feb 3, 2023
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It was nice to read how at peace you were with your decision. As much as I wish non of us were driven to this point, I hope currently you have peace and were hapy in your final moments. <3
 
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