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zeldalover

zeldalover

Everybody agrees 👏🏼
May 16, 2023
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I'm hoping it'll work somewhat. But knowing my luck and how stupid I am, I probably won't die. So it'll probably be waiting for my SN to come. I just want to fucking die.
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,831
It's a leap year for sure.

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Reuthry

Reuthry

I just want a way out.
Dec 16, 2023
200
Yeah I am also planning to ctb in 2024. And on February 29th because it only happens once in four years.
 
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zeldalover

zeldalover

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May 16, 2023
95
Honestly I didn't even think about leap year. If nothing else I can always choose that day lol
 
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Unseenteardrop

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Jan 23, 2023
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Same. Fuck this life
 
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Despondent_Fondant

Despondent_Fondant

Member
Jul 28, 2023
75
I think this is the most "Sanctioned Suicide" resolution ever lmao. But also same
 
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zeldalover

zeldalover

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May 16, 2023
95
I think this is the most "Sanctioned Suicide" resolution ever lmao. But also same
Lol I feel honored in that way. At least there's that.
I'm so done. I'm gonna do another shot, take lots of pills that'll fuck my body up, and probably wake up to another painful and fucking pointless day. But hey. Maybe if I manifest it I'll at least get close to death this time. And my SN is coming very soon, assuming it's not a scam. So goodnight and hopefully goodbye. I fucking hated this life and hope that it's over, but if not, see you in 2024.
 
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idonothing

idonothing

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Dec 13, 2023
40
Me too, friend. Let's make this the year of true redemption. The year of last chances. The year of laughter and forgetting. This will be the last year of my life, as hard as I can try.
 
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Despondent_Fondant

Despondent_Fondant

Member
Jul 28, 2023
75
Lol I feel honored in that way. At least there's that.
I'm so done. I'm gonna do another shot, take lots of pills that'll fuck my body up, and probably wake up to another painful and fucking pointless day. But hey. Maybe if I manifest it I'll at least get close to death this time. And my SN is coming very soon, assuming it's not a scam. So goodnight and hopefully goodbye. I fucking hated this life and hope that it's over, but if not, see you in 2024.
Im not far off as well, going to take an absurd amount of caffeine pills and see how long I can stay up, the sleep depravation numbs my brain and I cant wait. Hope you find peace :)
 
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zeldalover

zeldalover

Everybody agrees 👏🏼
May 16, 2023
95
Me too, friend. Let's make this the year of true redemption. The year of last chances. The year of laughter and forgetting. This will be the last year of my life, as hard as I can try.
That's how I tried to go into this night. Then literally no one gave a fuck about me. So I'm done and I'm attempting tonight. But knowing what a fucking idiot I am I probably won't succeed, so maybe after some sleep I can at least have a hint of this going forward until I can at least get my SN
 
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DreamEnd

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Aug 4, 2022
1,892
Same bro preach
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,654
I hope that you find freedom from your suffering, I hate how it's so unnecessarily difficult to cease existing on our own terms. To me it really would be such a relief if existence came with an permanent offswitch to have the option to just instantly end our existence in peace.
 
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