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regular john

Experienced
Dec 17, 2020
277
But instead of grieving I take it as green light. I am terrible person
 
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Peter Skellern

Enlightened
Jan 10, 2025
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I'm dreadfully sorry for your loss.
 
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regular john

Experienced
Dec 17, 2020
277
Do you think it is good idea to jump today ?
 
onthefence

onthefence

Actually… sobbing on the floor
Dec 31, 2024
227
I'm so sorry for your loss. I would take some time to process. Losing a parent can really rock your world.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

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Jan 1, 2024
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Im so sorry OP
 
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conflagration

Experienced
Jul 29, 2022
215
No need to rush things. Wait some time and see how will you feel.
 
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regular john

Experienced
Dec 17, 2020
277
I'm so sorry for your loss. I would take some time to process. Losing a parent can really rock your world.
What is sick is that I am more concerned with my dying than with my mum's dying. Many people at home and they think I grieve mom's death
 
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tartvinegar

Student
Feb 14, 2025
152
What is sick is that I am more concerned with my dying than with my mum's dying. Many people at home and they think I grieve mom's death
Because it gives you something to think about, and distract yourself with. And that's a less painful than the alternative.

I'm sorry you're dealing with this, it's a pain no one should ever feel.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I'm sorry for your loss. đź«‚
 
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Roadrunner

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Mar 18, 2024
370
I'm very sorry for your loss OP
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,974
My heart breaks for you and my deepest sympathies to you on your loss of your mom.

Lots of huge hugs, well wishes, loving and caring thoughts to guide you, as we are family here, helping each other through thick and thin always.

Walter
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,198
If your mother had health problems, it is not unexpected that you feel some relief or even freedom after they pass.
A burden is lifted, and some guilt will follow. If her living prevented you from leaving, more relief and less guilt.
We can be sorry for your loss and wish you the best at the same time.
 
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maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
1,918
I'm so sorry for your loss.
But why don't you take time to grieve before you ctb? 🤗🌹💔
 
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regular john

Experienced
Dec 17, 2020
277
I'm so sorry for your loss.
But why don't you take time to grieve be
I live and rent room abroad. I came to see my mother to my home country. I want body be found in my homecountry
I am supposed to go back to foreign country in 2 weeks therefore I don't have too much time. I don't want people I rent room from abroad to be involved
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,598
My sincere condolences to you. I'm sorry for your loss.
 
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Sunset Limited

I believe in Sunset Limited
Jul 29, 2019
1,405
I am sorry for your loss. I am still here for my mom. If she goes away, i will be free to go. You are not terrible, life is terrible. You are just a victim like all others.
 
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